THE WORDS OF MY SILENCE [poems]

ROUTINE APOLOGY

I accept my Mistake,
And it's not fake.
Wish you are here,
And could patiently hear,
My routine apology,
For, I say I am busy.
It was a new start
You know from the heart.
It was heard to you,
And so, for me too.
Many friends around,
But it's not like our bond.
Never left the parents,
Never lived alone.
Many fears in mind,
Left no place for a phone.
No, I didn't forget you,
It's because I trust you,
I didn't afraid of leaving,
No sign of my being.
You know I call you rose,
And for me, it's so true.
To reach you I have to,
Go through thorns,
But I never gave up.
In fact, those little things
Make  you the real you.
And I always will Love you.
Talked to you,
Later to her.
She flew to east,
We are on the west,
Yet couldn't meet,
Like a torn sheet.
Unable to stop my tears,
The love of 7 years,
Is not with me now.
Have to move on,
But HOW?
It all happened fast,
The way was lost.
You know I am late,
To cope with fate.
Meanwhile,
All I took away was Words,
Not your Trust.
All I passed was Time,
Not your Love.
All I showed was Silence,
It's not at all a distance.
All that changed is Place,
But not our Friendship.
All I want to say is,
I Love you.
But Sometimes,
I fail to show.

Laxmi Bhargavi Golla-