Scars that won't heal

Try again

Hi! Wow where did y'all come from and why are y'all here? This book is soooo bad! Ily all so much! Thanks for reading! Also idling I used that song already that's at the top but let me know if I did and I can change it. Also give me some other song suggestions ok? Thanks!

Deku pov

I rush out of the hospital because I know he's there. I know he's following me and I know that I have to hide. For his safety. I race down an alleyway and sit down behind a dumpster. I feel my bandages rub on my arms and cuts. The doctors fixed a lot of them up. And I am grateful but... I might have to undo the work later. As I sit there I hear someone. I peek from behind and see Todoroki looking for me, amongst the garbage, where belong. Ironic huh?
"Midoriya! Where did you go?!" He calls frantically. I whip my head back so he can't see me and huddle into a ball. I'm scared for some reason. His foot steps get closer and I start to shake. I can't stop. And suddenly I can't take it. I bolt. I run down the ally and around the corner. Todoroki, of course, chases me. I run down the tiny alley and onto a street. I know where I am. I'm near the train station. That's convenient. I rush to the station and sneak through. Not the best thing to do but I was desperate. I look behind me and Todoroki is still following. I'm filled with fear and I still don't know why. I bolt to where the trains are boarded and hide I the corner. I pull on the hood of my hoodie and plug in my earbuds.
(Song at top)

The music calms me down a bit but as the train arrives I climb on and of course, Todoroki does to. WHY does he get on?! Can't he just go home and leave me be? I'm fine! I can feel myself shaking again but I have to wait. Wait till I get home. Wait till I'm alone.

(Time skip)

As I walk off the train I feel a hand on my shoulder. I jump, scared to see who was behind me.
Todoroki.
Just, Todoroki.
I sigh and say "why do you keep following me?"
He looks tame dead in the eye and says "because I need to make sure you're ok."
I look at the ground and push his hand away. "I'm fine. Just,go home ok?"
I start to walk away but I know he's following. I sigh and turn around.
"Go home Todoroki. Please,I'll be ok. I'm perfectly fine!" I give him a (fake) smile.
He just stands there. So I turn around and walk home.

(Time skippy)

By the time I'm home I can feel the urge become stronger. My blades are in the closet. In the box. Left hand corner. I walk into my room and I open the closet. Empty.
Where is it!? I need them now! My breathing gets short and I hyperventilate. My vision is tunneling.
Crap crap crap! Agh! I race to the bathroom and look into the cabinet. Medicine, bandages, razor Blade! I fumble with it for a moment but then I get it out. I calmly undo my bandages and throw them to the ground. I press the blade to my skin. The blade can't go deep but I still feel it. I slide it across my wrist slowly.
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I switch wrist.
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I put the blade down and look at my art. I put medicine on it and rewrap it. I finish binding when I heard a knock on the door. I open the bathroom door and its...Todoroki.
"HOW DID YOU GET IN!?" I screech. He points to the door and says "the key." I shake my head and sigh. I turn around and see blood on the sink and floor. I freeze as I feel Todoroki move me aside. Slowly he looks at me.
"Midoriya. We need to talk. Right now." I shake my head no.
"No. I don't want to talk. You may want to help me but I don't need it. I'm fine and handling myself perfectly on my own."
He tilts his head a bit. "Your own? What do you mean by 'your own'" I look down at the tile. And suddenly I get the feeling to run. So I push past todoroki and get my shoes on.
"Where are you going?" I look at him and just walk out the door. Then I race down the stairs. My heart is pounding in my chest. I hear a door slam and know he will catch up to me. I have to hide. But there is no where to go! I run in a full circle. The whole time I'm shaking and crying. I fall to the ground and just give up. I hear Todoroki run to me and say my name. I look at him and say,
"Do you want to help me?" He nods and says "of course i do!" Them I look back at the ground and say

"Then kill me."

Hey it's been a while! I hope you guys are enjoying the book! If you have any suggestions to what should happen message me! I'd love some ideas!
~Author-chan~