38- LONGING

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Haaay, relinquishing this Emir role to the real one is getting longer than planned. This should have been finished in 3 months if only the youthful Emir have not fallen for his close -in guard Rachelle. He cannot focus on what he's set to do. The physical aspect is not a problem, he's strong agile and cunning. But when it comes to decision-making and being steadfast on  OGB's principles can sometimes be bothering. He can still be swayed and influenced by some other factors. So I needed to be with him in an immersion in the slums of India and in Brazil which has the worst environmental situation in the whole planet in terms of biodiversity, Carbon dioxide emission, fertilizer use and water pollution. There he was able to interact with people in the communities which are heavily affected by these environmental threats. Hopefully the experience made him realize how important his role is as the Emir of OGB.

I was deeply contemplating about all these until I reached my car. Seated inside is my very beautiful wife, my Jesi.

"Ang tagal mo naman mahal, naiinip na ako dito, lalabas na nga sana ako!" she's pouting like a baby.

On the driver's seat I reached for her . I leaned and pulled her by her nape and kissed her ever so deep. I missed her so much. She kissed me back as sweet and even deeper as I remember how she kissed me before. She missed me as much as I do.

"I'm back! I'm here now and I will never leave you again Baby. Never! Even if you ask me to!"

"Saan tayo ngayon pupunta?"

"Leave it to me, my love , I know exactly where to take you!"

I drived silently, kissing the back of her hands from time to time. I can't stop myself from looking at her beautiful face. She must be tired now, she's starting to doze off. I did not wake her up when we reached the exact place I wanted for us to stay the night in . I parked the truck and in silence prepared everything being very careful not to wake her up.

"Baby, we're here, wake up!" after yawning and stretching her arms, I carefully pulled her out of the car and guided her to the place that I prepared . I brought salad, sandwiches and deliciously cooked chicken wings – all prepared by the OGB chef and I did not forget to bring some wine also. 


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She hugged me ever so tight, tears flowing from her eyes.

"I love you Deanns! Nandito ka na. Umuwi ka na sa akin Mahal"

"Of course! Because you are my home."

And so we ate in silence, I cannot take my eyes off here she's even more beautiful than she was before. And holding her soft hands is my home.

After eating and cleaning up, we sat at the back of the truck waiting for the moon and the stars to shine. I did not tell her about the meteor showers.

 I  did not tell her about the meteor showers

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 When it started, she is in awe, like a little girl clapping her hands in full delight, I looked at my beloved wife, I promised to myself that I will always find ways to make her as happy as she is now. When the meteor shower stopped, she turned to me then sat on my lap, she wrapped her arms on my neck and pulled me for a long deep kiss. Having her back in my arms after more than a year feels like heaven. I couldn't ask for more. 

I can see pure love in her eyes, and her heavy breathing is a tell-tale sign of what she wants. I lifted her up and carried her to the tent. Laying her on the comforter, I teased her by slowly removing each piece of clothing , and trailing hot and wet kisses all over her body. My wife is now shivering and desire is written all over her face. I carefully positioned myself on top of my Baby Jesi and kissed her sweet lips. She pushed me back and lifted herself, sat down then pushed me to lie back on the comforter, she wanted to be the one on top. She kissed me, long deep, passionate then sat down on my tummy, intently looking at me, her eyes dark and has a certain look of sadness.

"Why Baby, why did you stop?"

My wife started to fade, like mist she  slowly disappeared – right in front of me, I sat and grabbed her by her shoulders but it was too late,

"Jessii! Jessssiiiiiiiiii!"

Panting and sweating, I sat on my bed, what a bad dream. I stood up and went to drink water.

Back in my bed, realization struck me badly, what if? Noooo, it can't happen. She loves me as much as I love her.

She patiently waited before because she was hoping that I'll come back for her.

Its different now, all she knows is that I left with Rachelle. The girl she obviously did not like and did not trust.

What if she met someone and fell in love with that someone?

What if she got tired of waiting and  decided to forget about me?

Keep Holding On

Avril Lavigne

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold

And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No, I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear

Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side, I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll...


. . . "Dad, please help me! I don't want to lose her, I can't lose her. Please do everything. I'll be there as soon as I can."



Sorry na po, antok na si Author, may work pa eh, tyaga tyaga. Wag na kayong ano, busog naman tayo sa pakilig ng dalawa kahit LDR sila. Ha ha ha . thank you sa 21.3k reads!Dami natin kung lahat tayo makakapanood sa games ng 2  ha ha – dumog! 😊

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