Polaroids s.m.+ c.c.

chapter five

''What are you doing here?'' Ariana asked looking slightly shocked at the figure standing on the doors. 

''I um came too see Camila'' Shawn said standing there with white box in his hands. 

''I don't think that's good idea right now'' he nodded but spoke up ''I actually came to see Kiara'' Ariana swallowed looking down at his feet ''can I please come in'' she sighed opening door wider and he got in.

His eyes wondered around decent looking apartment, it is tidy and modern. Walls are white with hung pictures frames, some of art also, he is guessing that is what Camila made. There were some toys on the couches and in the corner he saw stroller, Ariana said ''I am gonna let her know you're here'' he nodded and kept looking. 

He looked at the walls, pictures which were framed were all of Camila and Kiara smiling, probably the most beautiful moments captured, she looked happy... 

Shawn smiled at the photo of three of the girls together, but something bugged him. Where is Peter on all these pictures?
Before he could think of anything else he heard Camila's soft voice ''hey?''

He turned to face her with soft smile ''hi'' she stood with crossed arms, he realized she is waiting for him to tell her something ''I came to see Kiara'' she nodded ''I bought her new muffins, because she didn't eat all yesterday'' he handed her white box and she took it with soft smile ''thanks''

''What exactly happened?'' he asked her, she didn't answer for seconds but said "it passed, she's okay, thank you for caring" he stepped closer, his grip on the box really strong "it's the least I can do"

She shocked her head never looking him in the eyes directly, she is mostly scared.
''she is in her room playing, you can see her if you want to'' she said fast, so he couldn't ask her any further. 

She turned towards the room and he followed her behind, he checked her out quickly, which was a mistake, but she is really gorgeous woman. Why is he even thinking that? 

Cuban girl opened door and smiled, little girl sat on her bed and she was hugging stuffed toy while just being calm and happy. 

''Kiara" Camila called ''mommy'' she said happily, her eyes the drifted to tall boy's figure standing next to her mama. 
''You remember Shawn? He came to give you muffins'' Camila winked, tiny girl blushed as tall boy came closer, she hid her face behind the toy. 

''Hey beautiful'' Canadian looked at her in awe, she has long flawless dark brown hair, just like her mother, he took longer look at her eyes, they are not as dark as Camila's, they are soft chocolate colour, but her smile and giggles are totally Camila's genes. 

''Kiara do you wanna say something for muffins?'' Camila sat next to her, Kiara looked at her then back to Shawn saying soft ''thank you'' 

Shawn opened box and gave small girl muffin, he heard Ariana calling for Camila, and she left the room leaving the two alone.
He helped Kiara eat carefully, moving paper from sweet muffin, she had chubby cheeks, so meaty and cute. He also realized how she talked clearly for little girl she is, she isn't as quiet as she was yesterday.

Aria offered him muffin and he took it with smile "you know you're really pretty" he commented girl as she giggled softly.

"Shawn?" He turned seeing Ariana under the door frame "do you wanna stay on dinner?" He just looked at her, she probably reading his face stripes "Camila wants to have you over, so she could thank you for last night"

He nodded standing up from bed, just as Ariana wanted to go away he stopped her "Ariana"

"What's up?" She came in creeping door half closed "I want to ask you what happened to Kiara, yesterday?" He looked really curious but more like worried, he wanted to know just so he is sure, of something.

"I um, it's better for Camila to tell you that" he nodded but said "she doesn't want to say, is something dangerous?" Ariana shocked her head looking at Kiara smiling "not anymore"

"I'm gonna go now, I think dinner is finished, I'll be back late, so I don't think I'll see you, so goodbye" Ariana greeted him bye, walking out the room with sad smile, talk which she had with Camila repeated in her mind.

He took a look around the room and on the wall he read in one frame date of birth, weight, name, which really gave millions of questions inside his brain.

He slowly got out, to the dining room where Camila was "dinner is ready" he sat down and as they started eating no one spoke, it was awkward.

But soon he asked her "I've few questions" Camila looked at him her eyes narrowed she didn't say that he can ask but he did "what's Kiara's middle name?" She looked away quickly and he said "Skylar."

"Yes" she commented confident.

"Where's Peter on all these wall pictures?" She rolled her eyes leaving fork in her plate "Shawn, you came back with a lot of questions" he nodded "I am back, I have questions, Camila you're really confusing me"

She chuckled "why do you even care"

"I just do" he added "I know yesterday that you lied, when you're nervous you play with your hair -" she cut him off "just Shawn okay, you already told me that yesterday when you yelled me, how I supposedly fucked someone when you left, your math is pretty fast you know"

He drank from glass water as he looked her straight in the eyes "just answer me why Skylar, you know -"

"Shawn I do know, what you're talking about, can you go now" she stood up throwing her not finished dinner in sink, "your phone rang many times it was Amelie, probably thinking what took so long"

"I'm not leaving, till you answer me" he was stubborn she knew but she had no strength to fight with him now.

"There's nothing to explain" she said "so you just called her Skylar?" She nodded turning her back to him as she closed her eyes breathing in and out.

"What about Peter?" She felt him near, she was on the edge of exploding at him but she couldn't, Kiara never heard her yell ever.

"Answer me Camila" he sounded serious and angry but she didn't know why, just how could be so selfish?
After all this time. He comes back shows himself with new life but asking so many questions about her life. He is an ass, huge one.

She gripped edge of the table saying "there's no Peter" she turned around to face him, their noses almost touching, "he left when I was twenty-one alone, p-", she stopped, l her breath hit his lips, he looked down at her confused.

"What?" Shawn mouthed scared at the next answer of hers but she tried to stay calm "can you leave now, you got all answers to your questions" he had his lips in line, pale face of his facing hers flushed.

"I hope you understood everything"

He wanted to say another word, something, she hoped he would but his phone rang one more time and he answered it.
"I'm coming" he said quietly.

Shawn made eye contact with Camila as she stood in same place, he walked slowly to the door. He turned as he heard small steps running, Camila picked up Kiara, small girl waved at him.

A/n: I fucked up name in last chapter of Camila's "lover" it's Peter...

Also who knows I've been writing this story two years ago, I stopped here. I'm trying to end it, show support what you think... comment and give me thoughts
Love you honestly X.