Polaroids s.m.+ c.c.

chapter eleven

Polaroid one;

Here is the little one.
"Little one" is here two months old.
I don't know if I should ask for a gender of the baby, at all. I want it to be a surprise, I'm hoping for a boy, I don't know why, but girl is a gift too.

Pregnancy is hard I can tell, at two months, when I went to this ultrasound alone, I was scared and depressed, because I didn't know how I would take it.

I heard heart beats and I felt everything I was scared of vanish.
It's beautiful melody.
I wish you were here.

- January 7th

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He ran his fingers over small Polaroid of ultrasound, she looked so tiny and precious.
Also he couldn't ignore how Camila felt; scared and depressed
Of course she was scared, pregnant at age of 21, alone without anyone specific around her.

He smiled because she cared, she always wanted him to be there.
But he choose to go away for a long time, fell in love with other girl, he accidentally met.

Love is accidental, right?
That's the best kind of love to have.
It's true and pure.

He heard steps coming into room and he pushed the notebook under the bed, "hey" she greeted him and he smiled.

"Do you wanna watch movie or something?" He nodded and took her hand as they went into living room to watch some movie she choose.

"What are you thinking about?" She asked him while he was looking into nothing, zoned out.

"I was thinking about that record shop, Aaliyah and I sold after my parents died, I wonder if it's still working"

"We can go check on it, if you want"

"When we finish watching a movie maybe" she nodded and laid into his arms. She commented every now and then something about movie, he would just laugh and add some not logical comment which made her laugh. In the middle of the movie his phone started to ring, unknown number, he ignored it.
Then it started ringing again, picking it up groaning from annoyance.

"Hello?"

"Shawn is that you?" Girly voice asked on other side.

"Yes - who's this?"

"It's Ariana, listen I need a favour" he heard on her voice that she is panicking.

"Yeah, of course, is everything alright?" He didn't know why she was calling him, panicked, except something wasn't alright.

"No, it's Camila, she's at the hospital, I have an important meeting I need to get to, someone needs to take care of Kiara, her nanny isn't available right now" he stood up and went to get his shoes, his heart beating really fast.

"I'm coming, Saint Christopher?"

"Yes, thank you so much!" 

He heard Amelie asking him questions if everything is alright and what's happening.
"Is she okay?" He asked worried, until Ariana told him "I don't know, she will be"

He ended call, Amelie snapped him out of his thoughts with question "where are you going?"

"At hospital, Camila's there, someone needs to take care about Kiara" he explained to her as she nodded confused, why that person needs to be him.
"I'm coming with you"

-

They arrived at the hospital, Ariana texted him, where they are. Their legs carried them fast, until he saw them. He was nervous, it was his first time seeing her after knowing 100% that she's his daughter.