Colby's POV
I sat up from my pillow when I heard a knock on my door. I wipped my face really quick. "Can I come in?" It was Sam at the door. "Sure" I said trying to cover my face. "What's wrong with you? I saw your last post on Instagram. You seem sad please talk to me" Sam said shutting the door behind him. "I cant" I said looking away from him. "Colby... are you depressed?" I asked him. I looked up at him and started crying as I shook my head up and down. "I think so" I said leaning onto him as he had his arms around me. "Colby I'm so sorry, why are you feeling this way?" He asked. "... I Uh don't know. I'm sad for.... no reason" I said lying. "Some people are like that and trust me WE will get through this. I promise" he said Hugging me tighter.
After me and Sams moment I eventually stopped crying and Sam went off with Kat. I walked downstairs to Corey's room and knocked on the door. "Corey can I have a hair tie?" I asked him. "Yeah?" He said confused. He handed me one and I put it on my wrist. "Thanks" I said walking back up to my room to cry some more. I sat on my bed for a full hour crying before I sat up. I looked at the hair tie on my wrist and pulled on it making it slap my wrist. "Fuck" I said quietly from pain. I did it again and bit my lip so I wouldn't say anything from the pain. I did that a lot before I sat up and got ready to film a YouTube video. I have to post so I have to film today. I wipped my face off from the tears and started filming. "What's up guys it's Colby Brock here" I said but not as happy as I usually do. "So I'm just gonna explain some things that I feel the need to share with you guys" I said moving a little bit. "So I am going to be taking a break.... it's because of health reasons... because I have depression.... and I'm only sharing this with you guys because I want you to know why I'll be gone so long." I said clearing my throat. "So I'm not going to be posting until further notice. I will still post on Sam and Colby with Sam but editing a new video/ filming a new video every week is hard" I said looking down a little bit. "Goodbye" I said kissing the camera goodbye and shutting it off. I want to edit this video because it doesn't really need to be edited so I'm just gonna upload it to my computer, add my outro then upload it to YouTube.
