Colby's POV
We got to our new apartment and it was fully furnished so that's good. "Dude this place is so nice" I said walking around looking. "I know dude... this is our first place in LA... damn" Sam said getting all soft. Wait why did I just call him soft... who knows. I just kinda shrugged it off. "We should film a would you rather and get questions from our fans" Sam said all of a sudden. "Alright I'll tweet it and you set up the camera" I said tweeting to our fans to send us would you rathers.
It's about 20 minutes later and we got a bunch of would you rathers back so I handed Sam the phone and hit the start button. "What's up guys it's Sam and Colby here and today were playing would you rather" I said looking at Sam so he could say the next part. "And the reason we're doing this is because we're in our be apartment... IN LAAA" he said getting excited.
We've gone through about three would you rather questions and we're doing two more. "Okay would you rather drink only water for the rest of your life but it has to have a little drop of pee in it or drink only soda and be really unhealthy?" I asked. "Uhhh water" Sam said. He's always been the healthy type. "Yeah I'm gonna say water because you can only go four days without water" I said handing Sam the phone so he could read the last question. "Would you rather drink a spoon full of hot sauce or kiss?" Sam read. I looked at him with wide eyes. "Cut this out" I said walking closer to him. "We can't do that" I said. "We have to we already read it" Sam said. "But-" I said getting cut off by Sam. "But nothing. Our fans have been waiting for this moment anyway. Plus just don't think of it as much. It doesn't mean anything." He said. I felt my heart start to beat faster again as I walked back to where I was. "So how are we gonna do it?" I asked. "Just go with the flow, it's only gonna last like a second just so me and get it then cut it off before we actually kiss just to kill our fans" Sam said laughing a little bit. "Uh ok" I said. "Well we don't have any hot sauce so-" I said looking at Sam and leaning in. He placed his hand on my cheek that's not facing the camera. I am so awkward I don't know what to do. Our lips touched and then a couple seconds later we pulled away. "Now we make the fans think we didn't actually kiss." He said giggling. While he was ok I was freaking out inside. I-i liked it. Wait no. No I didn't. I can't like it I just can't. I'm straight I know I am. I'm so confused. I need help. There's something wrong with me. "Dude are you good?" Sam asked me. "Hmm" I said snapping out of my thoughts. "You seem off" Sam said. "No I'm fine" I said going off into my room and locking the door. I sat down on my bed and layed back across the bed. "What the fuck is happening?" I asked myself. I felt tear building up because of me being so frustrated. Then I started crying but making sure it was silent so Sam couldn't hear me. "Is there something wrong with me?" I asked myself. "No you're fine" I said answering myself and sitting up. I'll just push the feelings back I probably only liked it cause I haven't had any action with a girl... right?
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