Polaroids s.m.+ c.c.

chapter four

"Thank you Amelie" Camila cut her off in half of sentence.

"Do you want to go on lunch with us?" She asked politely, Camila didn't answer she thought about it.

"Please?" Shawn looked at her and she nodded, "Ariana drove me to this place"

"It's alright, Shawn drove here" four of them sat in Shawn's old car, Camila used to sit at everyday they went to school. Black leather brought so many emotions back, front seats, back seats. This car is still alive.

Camila realized that something was off with Kiara all the time, she didn't make any sound from laugh, she fell asleep as soon as car was on the road.

As they arrived to the small restaurant Shawn offered her to carry Kiara for her, but she said no.

They sat down and ordered their food and fifteen minute nap was finished when little girl yawned.

"Good morning" Camila joked with her and she smiled, whispering words "mommy"

Camila's heart skipped beats every now and then, never looking at the pair in front of them. She didn't dare to look at Shawn.

His face is pale and eyes sad, even more dull than when they were on the grave. He felt like throwing up but he tried to stay calm, maybe he didn't hear right thing.

"It's your daughter?" He heard Amelie say with smile.

"Yes" Camila cleared her throat kissing Amelie's cheek.

She said yes.

"I didn't know it's yours" he managed to chock out the words.

"How can't you see, it's literally little Camila" why the fuck is Amelie so happy.

"We haven't seen each other in almost two years Shawn"

He kept quiet, thank God Amelie is here to keep up.
"Who's lucky man?"

"Oh Peter, he is on business trip" she put hair behind her ear and Shawn instantly saw that.

"Mommy, hungy" Kiara said, Camila before ordered two muffins for Kiara and she gave her a small bite.

"I'm going to toilet" Shawn excused himself without looking at either of them.

"Are you engaged?" Amelie asked.

"Oh, no, we're not"

"She's really pretty, I want to have kids really, I have never had that talk with Shawn"

Camila gulped and faked a smile giving Kiara eat more.
"Try to talk"

"I won't push" Camila nodded understanding and feeling little bit lighter now.

Kiara sneaked out of Camila's arms on the floor "be there, don't walk anywhere" she said to her.

Kiara started spinning herself, amazed by her dress, just as she almost fell, Shawn got her into his arms.
"Kiara!" Camila jumped, "she's alright" Shawn said kneeling down, getting girl on her legs.

"Come here" Camila took Kiara into hers arms and gave her bottle of water.

"What are you doing in life Camila?" Amelie asked her, "oh I used to paint and give private hours, but now I'm searching for a new job"

"Did you finish college?" Shawn asked carefully his voice not so sure.

"Yeah, I took online classes, finished them"

"I bet you paint good, that would be such a goals in Paris! Right Shawn?" He nodded and drank his water not feeling like eating anymore.

"I'm going to toilet too, please excuse me"
Amelie went away.

"You fucked when just as I left?"

"Shawn language!" Camila almost screamed taken back by his words "how can you say such things, and since do you care? You left me"

"You know why I left and you're lying!"

"Lying what?"

"There's no Peter, you're lying, who is it? Is it Theo?" She chuckled remembering Theo from high school and college, that guy was all over her, but she totally forgot about him.

"No, it's none of yours business"

"You play with your hair when you lie" he said little bit calmer.

"You lied too, a childhood friend?"

"What did you want me to say?" He asked her "what we even were Camila?"

She took deep breath, his eyes....they were so broken but so are hers, could he see that?
"We definitely were something but you left"

"Can't blame me for leaving" he said annoyed because not everything is because you left.

Amelie walked back saying "here I am, everything alright?" They nodded and tried to eat more food but something was off with Kiara.

"Mommy" she chocked words out.

Her face was pale and the way she said mommy made their hearts sink down like an anchor, but Camila's the most.

"Oh my God, baby"

"What's happening Camila?" Shawn panicked, she didn't answer.

"Everything is gonna be alright" she stood up, her baby almost fainted in her arms and she stared at them with teary eyes.

"Camila?!" Shawn almost screamed at her.

"I'll send you money for lunch, I need to get home"

"I'll drive you" he said and she first shocked her head but he insisted. It was the best idea carrying small child who's practically having small attack; in taxi wasn't best idea.

"I'll pay and go home, go with her" Amelie said.

Three of them sat in Shawn's car as he drove away Camila's tears blurred her vision.
She took small bottle from her purse and opened Kiara's small mouth, putting few drops of some medicine on her tongue, she knew little girl will wake up, this sorts of "nap" weren't Camila's favourite things on earth. But they happened.

"Is she gonna be alright?" Shawn looked at the mirror seeing them in the back, she nodded holding her baby in her arms kissing her forehead "she is"

Shawn parked in front of the building, she got out of the car saying "thank you for ride and I'm sorry" she slapped car door, which meant that he can't go inside. Watching her go inside, he lowered his head on the wheeling and breathed heavily wondering what life has become.

A/n: check my other stories as "high skies" love you X