Im back thots

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Ok I'll write down as much as I can remember

New therapist lady like she nice she asks the right questions keeps calling me and old soul but honestly that's nothing new I have been called the since I was four??? Yeah it started after I had a breakdown about growing up and dying and shit yeah ik it is kinda weird for a four year old to already think about Death and growing up but to me aging happens as fast as you can skip count by tens and then it's over once you hit 80 and after that breakdown when I was for that is when I started therapy damn it is hard to think that was 10 years ago and I still have the same fear of growing up even though I have grown since anyways back to therapy lady she called me clairvoyant bc she is a soul searching person and my mom can't keep her loud ass mouth shut about the voices and pedals I hear/saw next meeting she said I was an empath after I told her I can sense how a person is feeling and shit so now she won't be quiet bout that also not to mention every session she calls yea boi cute at least 3 times 🤦‍♂️

Moving on

CPS back

I have binged watched 5 animes and the only ones I would give a second thought about are The Promised Never land:
Set in the year 2045, Emma is an 11-year-old orphan living in Grace Field House, a self-contained orphanage housing her and 37 other orphans. Life has never been better; with gourmet food, plush beds, clean clothes, games and the love of their "Mother", the caretaker Isabella. The bright and cheerful Emma always aces the regular exams with her two best friends Ray and Norman. The orphans are allowed complete freedom, except to venture beyond the grounds or the gate which connects the house to the outside world.
One night, an orphan named Conny is sent away to be adopted, but Emma and Norman follow after noticing that she left her stuffed toy, Little Bunny, back at the house. At the gate, they find Conny dead and they realize the truth of their existence in this idyllic orphanage

No. 6 (which is now my 3rd all time favorite anime): The story takes place in a dystopian city known as "No.6". Shion, a boy raised in the elite and privileged environment of his home, gives shelter to another boy, who only gives his name as Rat on the former's twelfth birthday. What Shion soon discovers is how drastically life will change after meeting with the mysterious Rat, with whom he had shared one unforgettable, stormy night. (Also it's kinda gay)

And My Hero Academia o don't need to explain this one literally every one knows this and if you don't... look it up yourself

Tour of new school??? Yeah basically New school 40 kids 30 mins away small walls are falling apart apparently can't get any information on the school it is hella secretive surprised to get invitation to join the "academy" as it is called apparently also they called me He literally through out the whole tour and no one said anything

My birthday on the 5th umm yea so my family and my friend Alex's family (my friend since kindergarten he is really nice and like Mario kart also a doctor who fan) went to see a movie I invited Keegan but she had a soccer game Aster said they were going but literally 3 mins before the movie started their mom said that Aster was in the bathroom????? But like ok so after the movie Alex came with my family to friendly's he blasted strange music while we flicked pieces of paper at each other

Also my heart has felt weird lately and I don't like it like I'm bout to have my heart removed Bc like every second I just want to cry and I hate it and I'm kinda afraid that I might feel emotions like I'm probably over reacting bc this happened before and I went away but that only lasted 2 days but now it is over 7 days and I'm really worried??? Bc if I'm honest I have never felt happiness (wow that sounds soo ducking EDGY but it's true) like imagine something you never felt before just like tweets into your life with literally no context at all just like yee yee bitch I'm here now watcha gin do bout it like I don't want to feel happiness and it is something that I'm content with not experiencing Aster says that emotions are important bc it help you see everyone view on a situation, No. you can do that just fine just by understanding that other people have different opinions and views on things of you have emotions on something all you can thing about is 'how can he not understand that so and so is whatever' the context is if understand that people think differently and feel different ways them fuck emotion that shit useless I can understand people's opinions and views without that thank you

Ok moving on

MHA Shinsou is good boi

A and Shinsou: Good bois
NEAR: BEST BOI

Shinsou mask ordered ùwú

Shinsou mask ordered ùwú

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