Ang B.B. ko (Ang Badboy ng Buhay Ko) [COMPLETED]

Chapter Ten

That Girl

A.N. Warning: Vulgar Words and Grammatical Errors. Enjoy reading

(Ethan Gaius Aguila's POV)

I love music.

I love being alone.

I hate women.

Yeah, that's me. Women were bitches and sluts. I am Ethan Gaius Aguila. (pronounces as Gayus) I'm out of my class today. I don't want to attend it. Me and my friends don't want to. We are rebels of our own family. We don't want all of it. Our family keep on deciding for us. They wanted us to take the business administration course but that's not really our dream. I want to be a DJ. Craige wants to take Architecture, Charlestin do love Engineering and Jason wants to be a Psychologist. They only want us to be their heir. That reality sucks. We decided to be rebels since the first time we've met. We've met in the advanced examination for the genius students. After that, we became friends with the same goal. If I would compare it to normal students, maybe we're on the same grade as them if we don't took the test. We planned to be serious this year but I think that will not going to happen. That's based on my hypothesis only. A prediction. Besides, there's no purpose.

Nandito ako sa gilid ng isang building kung saan nasa medyo dulo ng campus kaya medyo tago. Nakaupo ako ngayon at nakikinig ng music. I'm also playing mobile legends. It's so boring today. Actually everyday. I feel like I don't have my purpose. I don't know why I'm still breathing and living in this f*cking world. Studying? That sucks. Where do I'll use it. I can live without that. I can live without anyone but still I'm always asking myself. Why do people need to live? Why do people keep saying they have their purposes? Why can't I be like them? A normal one. Me and my friends... We're seeking for our purpose or maybe it was just me. Only me among them. Maybe they finally see their purposes. What about me? It doesn't matter. Forget about it. I get my mint flavored bubblegum and chew it. It's relaxing...

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Narito ako at nag-iisa
Hindi mapakali
Mula nung lumisan ka
Parang kailan palang nung
Tayo'y nagsasaya
Lahat ay nagbago
Ngayong wala ka na

Kahit anong gawin ay
'Di ko malilimutan ang
Nakaraan nating
Dalawa sinta at kahit na pigilin
Ay nasasaktan pa rin
Ang damdamin sa tuwing naaalala kita
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I really hate this song. It really reminds me about my past. Of all the people around me, I can't believe she would leave me. Enough with that. I don't want to talk about it.

Napatungo na lang ako at dinamdam ang malamig at preskong simoy ng hangin.

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Kahit anong gawin ay
'Di ko malilimutan ang
Nakaraan nating
Dalawa sinta at kahit na pigilin
Ay nasasaktan pa rin
Ang damdamin sa tuwing naaalala kita
Woahhh
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Napatunghay ako nang makita ang mga paang nasa harapan ko ngayon. Sinalubong ako ng isang babaeng nakangiti sakin. Cold ko siyang tiningnan pero wala yatang epekto dahil hindi siya umalis. Ikinunot ko na ang noo ko pero wala pa rin. Nagulat ako nung may iniabot siyang libro at nagsalita nang kung ano. Hindi ko naintindihan dahil sa music sa tenga ko. Speaking of that matter, it suddenly changes.

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Sa hindi inaasahang
Pagtatagpo ng mga mundo
May minsan lang na nagdugtong
Damang dama na ang ugong nito
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