izzy. // ybnfuneral

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i nodded to myself and took a bit of the bud and began crumbling up into pieces. the bud felt so delicate but rough between my fingers, i was scared that i was going to put too much pressure on it because i was nervous from being so close to nick a somewhat intimate situation.

we sat in silence, the only thing that could be heard was our breathing, and the noises the house made. 

after about a minute more we crushed up all the bud, and nick slid the tray back over in his direction and grabbed a leaf. "a'ight. so what you do now is you kinda, scoop it up like this," he said as he scooped up half of it with his fingers and he sprinkled it into the rolling paper. "anddd, go like this. i'on really know how to put it into words but you get it."

i still kept quiet and i nodded my head and followed his instructions, being careful not to drop any on the bed or let any go to waste, because i've heard how people are about that.

we kept at it for a few minutes, i somehow didn't find it as hard as i thought it would be. i got all the weed in the paper and made sure that none was sticking out on the sides. i've also heard how a lot of people don't like the vein or whatever it's called so they take it off. if a lot of people say that then i'm just gonna take mine off too. i carefully, and slowly took off the veiny part of the leaf and licked it over a couple of times, enough that it wasn't coated in saliva but it was secure. i waited for nick to finish, which wasn't too long after me.

he looked over at me and his eyes widen just a bit, but they went back down to their low state in a split second. a small smirk played on his lips. "well, damn.  you knew what you was doin' huh?" he asked, brushing the extra stuff off the top of his.

i tried hard to fight off the small smile that was playing on my own face but i failed miserably. it felt strange, being this is the first time i've ever smiled around him. i shrugged. "it is what it is." i said softly, but cautiously, being careful of my words around him. 

he looked at me for a moment longer and hummed, shaking his head to himself. "aight." he said putting the tray on the ground.  "i got three other blunts rolled, just in case we need more or something. you finna be so out of it." he said, chuckling to himself. i got kind of nervous when he said that, but i remained emotionless.

"okay..." i trailed off.

"so, finally the good part. but before we get tuh' that, lemme tell you sum'n right quick. since you ain't never did this befo', when you get high for the first time. you gon' feel smacked as fuck. and things gon' look trippy or whatever, it's different for everyone. but bottomline, it's gonna feel like you on cloud nine. " he explained to me, and i stared at him almost in awe as he talked.

when he noticed i didn't say anything, he spoke again. "just a disclaimer."

"u-uh, y-yeah, i know. just... preparing myself." i said slowly.

"aight. here." he got out his lighter and he leaned towards me, meaning he was gonna light mine first. i held my blunt in my thumb and index finger and leant forward a bit.

he flicked it the first time but nothing came out. a second and third but nothing. as he tried to get it to work i get caught up staring at his face this close to mine. i heard the flicker and he had finally lit it, pulling it out of my trance.

a little smoke flowed lazily from  the opposite end i looked at him for confirmation to go on. he nodded and i put the blunt between my lips and did inhaled a small amount through my mouth, held it there for a few seconds and exhaled. but almost right after i started a coughing fit,my eyes beginning to water. 

nick burst out into laughter. i felt my face grow hot and i bit my lips, wiping the tears forming in my eyes. i knew this was a bad idea. how could i forget about this part? i scolded myself in my head.

nick's laughter died down and he patted my back, making sure my coughing fit was over. "yeah the first time you inhale it, you gon' be coughing like shit if you ain't used to it. you just gotta keep at it and the coughing will go away." he advised me, sitting back against the headboard.

i nodded my head and readjusted my position against the headboard, and got more comfortable.

i took another hit and a coughed a little bit. then after four or five more times, the cough was gone and i started getting more comfortable with this.

now, much easier, i inhaled increasing amounts of smoke in my mouth for a longer period of time, and i exhaled it like i didn't just start smoking today.

nick took a long drag of his own blunt, and looked at me, blowing the smoke in my face. i waved it out of my eyes.

"aye, thea' ya go. you doin' good." his voice got lower when he spoke and i found it very attractive.

"hmmm.." i hummed, sitting back more and slid my hood farther on my head. 

i wasn't even high yet, but i quickly fell in love with this feeling.  nick gave me a better high than this weed i was smoking.

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okay! took me a few days but this chapter is finally done.

[excuse any mistakes and/or errors.]

and ik what y'all are thinking, yes i will get to the part when they actually get high and start acting all crazy in the very next chapter! i just have to write it :/

so pleaseee be patient with me loves! i appreciate it.

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how you feel about nick as of now?

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thank you all again for your support and patience. remember it is greatly appreciated.💜

vi </3