Kuroko No Basket One Shots

Akashi Seijūrō x You

A/n: So this is a song fic, again. I'm actually picking between Kise or Kagami here. But since this is an angst, I think this is much suited for Akashi than those two. I'm sorry, I tried my best.

Song: Fake Love - BTS (translated in English)

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For you, I could pretend like I was happy when I was sad
For you, I could pretend like I was strong when I was hurt

F/n L/n is Akashi's girlfriend. Or she thought she is. How can she call herself as Akashi's girlfriend if this is what always happens;

"Sei-chan, I made you a bento!" You said as you smiled at the redhead emperor.

"Did I allow you to call me by my first name?" He said as he looked at the bento that you made. After that he walked towards the gym, leaving you. Your smile disappeared. Why did it end up like this?

You followed him, "A-Akashi! I, please accept this bento." You said still smiling. You are really his girlfriend but you look more like his million of fangirls.

You smiled when he accepted the bento. He, then, enter the gym as you can only watch him from the outside. It's not like you're not allowed to enter, it's just that Akashi told you not to when they have practices.

Your smile disappeared when you saw that he gave the bento you made for him to Reo. Guess he didn't really like it—or maybe he hate you so much. It hurts you but for him you're going to be strong. You can't understand why he suddenly change but you're gonna stay by his side. Even if it hurts you and make you sad.

I wish love was perfect as love itself
I wish all my weaknesses could be hidden
I grew a flower that can’t be bloomed
In a dream that can’t come true

You wish everything will go back to normal but you know that love has it's ups and downs. How you wish you've hide that weakness. You wish you didn't tell him. That dream that makes him aloof of you. You wish you can turn back time.

Chorus:
I’m so sick of this
Fake Love Fake Love Fake Love
I’m so sorry but it’s
Fake Love Fake Love Fake Love

FLASHBACK—

"Sei-chan! I compiled everything that you told me to. The movements, strategies, weakness, and even their strengths." You said smiling while handling Akashi the compilation of Seirin's team play.

"Thanks Y/n. I love you!" He said as he smiled at you and accepted the compilation. He, then, kissed your forehead and started walking to the gym.

"I love you, too, Sei-chan!"

END—

Every “I love you”s that he said, he didn't really mean it. It was all fake. He meant that he loves you because you are of use to him. It hurts.

I wanna be a good man just for you
I gave the world just for you
I changed everything just for you
But I dunno me, who are you?

You tried changing yourself into a perfect empress that Akashi wants. You did your greatest efforts to be the best for him. You can do everything for him. But now, you don't know who you are anymore..