Emasculate | Jikook ✓

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gayhyung ❤️

TAEHYUNG
hi min ❤️

JIMIN
hey tae 💕

TAEHYUNG
it's been a few days of keeping now, you still holding up alright?

JIMIN
yeah

JIMIN
it was weird not being home at first.. :(

JIMIN
ive never been in one for myself like that before, it didn't feel right..

JIMIN
especially knowing the reason why I was there

TAEHYUNG
of course.. :(

JIMIN
he's been here for me everyday tho 🥺

JIMIN
he called off school and everything :(

JIMIN
namjoon's been bringing him his work and he'd stay the night here with me 😥

JIMIN
it's been helping so much 🥺 he's such a sweetheart

JIMIN
kookie's making sure to help me by moving around with me too since im still sore :(

JIMIN
he's been getting me all of my favourite foods 💕

JIMIN
then making sure I don't go to bed without several goodnight kisses ☺️

JIMIN
god.. I love him so much 🥺 he gives me the world and I don't deserve that anymore

JIMIN
I hate what happened.. I can't believe I tried doing that, I don't even remember what was going through my head

JIMIN
I feel so bad.. I havent earned any forgiveness for what I did

JIMIN
he just gave it.. and I honestly feel so guilty :(

TAEHYUNG
im not gonna tell you it was completely okay, because it wasn't

TAEHYUNG
he wasn't lying or cheating on you and we all kept telling you to talk to him about it rather than jumping to conclusions

JIMIN
I know.. im sorry 🥺

JIMIN
I need to finally stop overthinking things..

TAEHYUNG
but I genuinely don't think you should blame yourself for it either..

TAEHYUNG
maybe the whole loyalty and trust thing was partially in your control

TAEHYUNG
from what it seems, four nights ago wasn't

TAEHYUNG
you cant help the way you feel jimin.. you don't need to be guilty or sorry for it, that won't help the situation

TAEHYUNG
there's a lot going on in your mind, okay?

TAEHYUNG
you've been abused before, r worded before

TAEHYUNG
been lead on and harassed

TAEHYUNG
now you've even been feeling like you're in the wrong body for four years