If Only (18+)

Chapter 5 (Part II)

"Get out," Trenton commanded, and I complied.

Shakily opening the truck door, I slid out and walked around the front to Trenton, and Alex trailing behind me.

"Why is he here for?" I asked confusedly.

Alex only gave us a ride to and from the building, but he never walked in. He just quietly waited outside until Trenton got paid.

"In case you get any funny ideas and try to run away." Was all he said.

Grabbing my arm, we walked up to the porch, where a red light gleamed.

Entering the building, I wasn't surprised in the slightest at the number of ladies walking around in nothing but their panties and bras. To the far right, there were guys smoking from a hookah, and to the left, there were small gambling matches in session.

We walked to the left side, no one staring at us, and walked up to the small case of stairs that led us upstairs. As we ascended the staircase, and I heard shouts of victory and men grumbling as the winner took all of their money.

My heartbeat from the anxiety and my skin began to gleam with sweat. After Trenton realized I wasn't going to run away, he discreetly wiped his hand on his jeans and continued to walk until we found a small hallway.

The walk down that narrow, dark hallway always seemed too long. I didn't want to be here any longer than I already was, but I knew that if I didn't do this, then I could kiss my home goodbye.

Trenton twisted the doorknob and I began to hyperventilate.

I don't want to be here, please don't let him be in there, please don't be here-

The door swung open, and there he was, smiling wickedly at my brother.

I watched in shock at how they gave each other a manly hug and felt my stomach churn in disgust at the way he winked at me.

How is he so blind? I thought hopelessly. I wanted to scream and tell him all the things Jacob has made me do in order to get the money. But, I kept my mouth closed, for this was the only way we could get money.

"What brings you here?" Jacob, the guy my brother hugged, asked as he sat down on top of the dark coffee table.

I kept my gaze away from the treacherous beige couch, knowing I would be trapped there soon.

"Well, I'm in a bit of a bind and my little sister, here, needs to pay me back." He chuckled lightly, rubbing the back of his neck.

Jacob grabbed a blunt tucked behind his ear and inhaled before blowing out some smoke.

His dark eyes shown with excitement and he replied, " I think I can arrange something."

"Really? Then, great," he said, then looked hard at me, " don't screw this up, kid."

I swallowed the lump in my throat, then nodded.

"Alright guys, everyone knows how this works." Jacob stood up, silently commanding everyone to leave.

Everyone walked out, and I was left all alone with the monster from my nightmares. Jacob turned around and smirked at me.

"Hmm, so you've been a bad kitty, lately." He said, caressing the side of my face.

I wanted to flinch and move away from his touch, but I couldn't. I was too shocked to move. To breathe.

"N-no." I stuttered and shut my eyes closed when he trailed his hand down the side of my neck.

Why won't he stop? Can't he see that I don't want this? I thought hopelessly. But, when I opened my eyes and saw the lust in his dark brown ones, I knew he didn't care.

"Go lie down on the couch for me, hmm?" He asked, and I solemnly walked to the couch.

I sat down, then turned over and laid down. My face pressed into the cold couch, and I felt my tears silently fall into the material.

Suddenly, I felt his warm body near my feet. His hand trailed up my leg and under my skirt until his fingers lightly skimmed the hem of my pantyhose.

"Get on all fours for me, kitten." He rasped out, and I complied.

The tears came down harder when he grabbed my hips and slid down my leggings with no haste, ready to release his thirst.

I didn't speak or make a noise as he unbuckled his pants and rammed into me without warning, but I already expected this.

I took his brutal thrusts, ready for him to finish and flinched when I felt his hand come around and rub me.

Dear God,

I'm sorry. Please forgive me of my sins that I've committed in the past. Please forgive me,

Amen.

Jacob finally pulled out and I heard him finish. This was the one thing I was grateful for; it ended as quickly as it began.

"Still holding out for me, huh?" He mumbled, pulling up my panties, then my leggings and slapped my butt before pulling down my skirt.

I wanted to leave. My business was done and I wanted to go.

I began to get up, but before I could walk away, Jacob caught my arm and pulled me close to him, making me feel all of his muscle that he'd no doubt use to demolish me if I didn't behave.

"Remember, a kiss to seal the deal or it didn't happen." He smirked and I internally cringed.

But, I puckered up my lips and kissed him. It was a short kiss, but it felt like it lasted forever when he tangled his hand into my hair and grabbed my butt with the other.

Finally, he broke it and smiled at me. I wanted to slap that stupid smile off of his face, but I refrained myself.

"Alright, kitten. I'll get you to talk, one day." He whispered, before walking away to open the door.

I felt vile and filthy, but the feeling was all too familiar. 

Did I really like it if I kept doing it?

The urge to burst into tears was coming in waves, and I ran down the stairs and into the truck before anyone could see them.

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Chapter 5 (Part II): Finished!😰✔️

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