Heaven Knows I'm Miserable Now

be my boy -6

You're so pretty.

Is it weird to say that about a guy? Someone who's self-esteem is so incredibly fragile and broken?

I just want you to be happy, love. You deserve so much and feeling this way about yourself hurts me as well as you.

And as being hurt is inevitable, I feel like nothing can make it worse. Including coming forth.

You wouldn't ever love me, though.