Truth or Dare [COMPLETED]

13

"I said FUCK!" I announced screaming fuck, "follow me."

I set down the shovel and followed Kevin Senior to a pile of hay. "This is is approximately 50 pounds." He pointed
To the hay, "Okay and?" I sighed

"Pick it up and put it over there." He pointed a good 10 feet away. "Are you kidding me?" I scoffed.

He just looked at me with a stern face, "god your so IRRITATING!"

He laughed "now you have to bring it back."

"WHAT!?"

I rolled my eyes, and struggle to grab the hay. I then pushed it across the grass using all my might in me.

Once I was sweating my ass off, I then pushed it back to Kevin senior. "Perfect now finish your chores in the next hour, we have church."

I sighed and collapsed to the ground as Kevin senior walked away. I mentally flipped him off, and smiled at the satisfaction it gave me.

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After church I had therapy, they drug tested me and my therapist recommend that if I feel like I need to self harm to make something beautiful instead- like music. So I might actually try that, "Kevin can you drop me off at my parents?" I asked. "Is demi home?"

"Yeah She should be."

"Okay."

He drove me to my moms and walked inside with me to make sure demi was home. Which she was, I gave her a hug and then headed to the at home studio.

After hours of trying to write a song I had come up with an opening. I poured my heart into this song.

"I keep fighting voices in my mind that say I'm not enough
Every single lie that tells me I will never measure up
Am I more than just the sum of every high and every low?
Remind me once again just who I am, because I need to know"

I continued to write,

"You say I am loved"

At this point the whole song came easy.

"When I cant feel a thing"

"You say I am loved when I can't feel a thing
You say I am strong when I think I am weak
You say I am held when I am falling short
When I don't belong, oh You say that I am Yours
And I believe (I), oh I believe (I)
What You say of me (I)
I believe
The only thing that matters now is everything You think of me
In You I find my worth, in You I find my identity, (ooh oh)
You say I am loved when I can't feel a thing
You say I am strong when I think I am weak
And You say I am held when I am falling short
When I don't belong, oh You say that I am Yours
And I believe (I), oh I believe (I)
What You say of me (I)
Oh, I believe
Taking all I have and now I'm laying it at Your feet
You have every failure God, and You'll have every victory, (ooh oh)
You say I am loved when I can't feel a thing
You say I am strong when I think I am weak
You say I am held when I am falling short
When I don't belong, oh You say that I am Yours
And I believe (I), oh I believe (I)
What You say of me (I)
I believe
Oh I believe (I), yes I believe (I)
What You say of me (I)
Oh I believe (oh)"