Dear Diary,

XII

Sunday, 10.03.19

Dear Diary,

*sighs* How's everything? Anything going as planned?

Today's Sunday. And tomorrow is Monday. Luckily, I don't have classes tomorrow.

It has been quite some time till I last wrote here huh... Today's topic, will just be my thoughts again.

Before I start writing again, I just want to get rid of all these thoughts and feelings.

You know... each day that passes by, I feel even more hopeless.

I seriously just don't know what I'm going to do with my life anymore. I feel like everything's pointless ya know?

But fortunately, I also have these precious moments that make me realise how beautiful life can be.

The world's not perfect, but it's not that bad.

Right now I'm laying on the couch with a warm blanket on me. This is what I mean by precious moments.

I don't have to think of my problems, my future. Even just for a little while, I feel like myself.

Don't care about anything.

But the thing that scares me is... the time of all these worries will come back again.

Can't be avoided huh?

Anyways. I really like music.
Music helps me escape. Gives me a form of hope.

For example, Wattpad.

We come here in wattpad to read stories, look for ideas, find new stuff.

Whenever we read fiction, we escape.
We go into our own little world, living a different life.

Maybe that's why we are here? To live a different life. A fictional life.

A life which we know can't live in reality.

Agh... I suddenly feel tired. Well till next time.

Time rn: 10.35pm

-L

(Sorry if it's short. I would really appreciate it if you gave me ideas and topics to talk about💕)