tae ✨

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angst
length: long
prompt: cheating, argument, he thinks you moved on quickly to jimin, when actually your just venting to him because he's vv understanding and listens well. yeah yeah sad :(.

your pov.
it was me and tae's 10 month anniversary, and he isn't picking up his phone, i called one of the boys and they hesitantly said that he was getting a couple things at the store then he'll be at our apartment, i say okay and walk off to the mall to buy a couple things for tae. i walk into the mall and look around, i check the time and see that it's only 12:50pm, i slightly nod and walk into a couple shops, i buy a couple things he's been wanting to buy. and i leave after awhile. i get a uber back to the apartment, i see a car in the driveway, i frown, it wasn't the boy's car or anyone that i or tae know. i shake it off and walk into the apartment, i see clothes everywhere, i frown, i see a bra, and underwear, that aren't mine, i go up the stairs cautiously, i hear, is that... moans?? i walk up the stairs quicker. i slowly open our bedroom door, i look over the room and tae's clothes he wore today are strewn everywhere. i look over at the bed, and gasp, i slowly back away, trying my best not to make a sound, the girl, whoever she is, looks over and gasps loudly and backs off of tae and wraps herself in the sheet, he looks over, confused, he immediately looks grief-stricken, i quickly run down the stairs, i grab a lot of my things into a bag and start walking towards the door when i hear running down the stairs, i look over and see the girl run out in messy clothes, shoes in hand. i look back over to the stairs and see tae running down in sweats and no shirt, he walks over as i'm leaving, he grabs my wrist, "y-yn.. please.. let me explain" he says quietly, i shake my head no and turn to look at him, "w..why would you do this? on our anniversary for fucks sake!" i say as i throw my bag onto the ground, "i... i thought you didn't love me.." he says, sighing and looking at the ground, "you were leaving more often, staying later at work, going out all day... i thought you were cheating." he says as he looks up at me, "oh GOD! you thought.. i was cheating. ha! so fucking hilarious taehyung! i was shopping to give you a great fan-fucking-tastic anniversary, i was shopping for our 1 year anniversary since it's coming near you asshole! god.." i say as i back away from him. "why her? am i not enough anymore? am i getting too boring? if so then gladly go fuck some whore you find at the club. i bet she'll make you happier, right?" i say as i stare at him, i throw his gifts at him, onto the floor, "i loved you.. i fucking loved you! and this what i get?! i get a drunk smelling messy ex boyfriend in bed with another girl, who's most likely also has a fucking boyfriend, this is what i get? at 2pm, fucking hell, i loved you tae... i really fucking loved you.. what happened tae? what... happened between us? i was trying! i was trying-" he cuts me off, "you weren't the only one fucking trying yn! i loved you too! i was in love with you!" he says loudly, leaning against the wall, i stare at him, tears streaming down my face, "no you didn't" i say as i back away a little more, "what?" he says looking back at me, "you didn't love me, if you loved me, you would've talked to me, asked why i've been leaving, why i haven't been around, god why didn't i notice? you never loved me!" i say as i grab my bag. "goodbye taehyung, have a good life." i say as i walk out of the apartment and slam the door behind me. i call jimin. the only person i can rely on. fucking hell. "h-hey jimin.. can you come pick me up? i'm outside my.. taehyung's apartment complex. oh i'm fine i guess please.. just come get me." i say as i end the call and wait for jimin to get here. after awhile i look back up to the windows, i see tae in.. our old room. i shake my head and see jimin pull up, i get into the car. i throw my stuff into the back and wipe my tears away. "hey j-jimin." i say as i buckle my seatbelt. he looks at me softly. "what happened?" he says as he starts driving to the dorms. "he.. cheated." i say as i grab my phone from my hoodie. "with some girl, from the club, i've seen her before. eyeing tae in the past. i guess he was eyeing her too.." i say as i start reading the texts tae has been sending for the last 10 minutes. i shake my head and turn my phone off, "oh yn i'm so sorry.." he says as he puts his hand on mine, non platonically of course. we get to the dorms and i throw my stuff into jimins room and walk into the kitchen grabbing something to drink and walking into the living room falling fast first into the couch after i set down my drink. i hear a bunch of the boys walk into the living room after i turn the tv on, they all sit around me, confused on the way i look and why taehyung isn't here. i shake my head and explain what happened. they shake their head, but not saying anything. after awhile it starts getting late, i head into jimin's room and after a hour or so the door opens and jimin walks in. i'm sitting in his bed. staring at his hoodie i threw on top of my bag after i realized i accidentally grabbed it. my phone is blowing up with calls and texts. i don't realize how long i've been sitting here. emotionless. i feel a hand on my shoulder. i jump a little and look over. i see jimins soft eyes. "hey.. are you alright?" he says as he sits down next to me. "i mean.. i could be better. i'm more better than i thought i would be.. but hey.. i guess it hasn't settled in fully yet.. he's been calling hasn't he?" i say as look out to the window. seeing the pouring down rain. he sighs a little and i look over. he nods. i sigh too. "what has he said?" i say as i lay against the head board. he looks down at his phone. "that if your here. tell you he's sorry... and to come... back" he says hesitantly. i sigh and shake my head. "god i never expected this from him. when i met him. when you introduced me to him. when you told me, that he's a great guy, and all this other stuff, i thought so highly of him, god where did it even go all wrong, just last week, we were here, in his old room, laughing, planning our 10 month anniversary, then our 1 year, we made a whole stupid plan for our future. we wanted to live in the country side, have a dog, maybe one kid, a cat, have you guys living close, we have weekends together, we go go carnivals, fairs, we had it all planned jimin.. god then it went to hell when i started planning our 10 month anniversary, and getting everything for our 1 year. i almost had everything, fucking hell" i say as i wipe a couple stray tears away. he looks at me softly. "i never knew he could or would even do this. i'm sorry yn. i'm so sorry this happened." he says as he sits next to me. i stare at the wall, "did he ever love me?" i say softly as i hear rustling out in the living room, "i think he did at one point, but idk after awhile i think he got bored, i noticed, i put some sense into him, talked to him for a couple hours, and then he realized you loved him, and he snapped into it for awhile, i don't know what happened after that." he says as he stares at the wall. i scoot closer and lay my head on his shoulder, "i really did love him jimin, i started noticed he didn't feel the same but i thought he would notice that.. i love him" i say and he lays his head on mine. i hear a knock on his door. then it opens. i see tae. i get up quickly and stare at him. "y-yn?" he says as he walks closer. "taehyung" i say as i walk past him and walk into the living room. everyone was in there rooms. tae follows me. before i could sit he grabs my wrist and drags me into his old room. he closes the door loudly. "so what?! your now with jimin?!" he says as he leans against the wall. "what the hell taehyung? i cant just get comfort from a close friend? after YOU hurt ME?! wow.. childish." i say as i scoff and back away from him. "why're you here?" i say quietly. i sit at the desk. and stare at him. "same reason your here." he says as he stares at me. "can you un trap me from me? i can practically smell that whore on you." i say as i stand up and get in front of him. "please.. yn.. can we talk?" he says. i sigh. i back away and sit on the desk. "talk then. and quit staring at me." i say as i stare at the floor. he sits on the bed. "i'm sorry" he says softly. "wow. because a half ass 'sorry' can fix the hours i sobbed. and the hours i thought i wasn't enough. sorry my ass" i say as i stare at him. he sighs and looks away. "it took me loosing you to realize i love you yn" he says softly. i scoff. "mhm. alright then." i say sarcastically. i look at him. "then.. hypothetically.. say you did love me, then why didn't you just talk to me when i started leaving more often? why did you fuck some girl you found at the club?" i say. staring at him. he sighs and looks down at his feet. "i don't know. i thought it was the right thing." he says running his hands through his hair. "ha, the right thing. mhm totally." i say and scoff. "can you make your half ass excuse story, let me leave, and we both move on with our lives?" i say as i run my hands through my hair, sighing. "i love you yn." he says as he looks at me. i walk over to the window and stare at the rain. "you used to love me taehyung. you used to love me. get it right." i say as i stare at the cars drive by. he walks over to me. he wraps his arms around my waist. "please.. just give me another chance. "how will i know you won't do it again? i cant be on edge out e n t i r e relationship, thinking everyday that 'will today be the day he'll cheat again' taehyung that's just putting myself threw pain 24/7" i say as i sigh and unwrap his arms from me and turn around, i stare at him. i sigh. "maybe. maybe taehyung. but for now. leave me be." i say softly and i hug him. he looks shocked and hugs me back. after a second i pull away and wipe his tears. "i love you." i say and i quickly walk out. i see all the boys, anxiously waiting, some pacing. i cough a little and they all look up. they all sigh and run over and hug me. i softly smile and hug them back. tae walks out and silently stares at all of us. i softly nod and most of them walk into the living room. like nothing happened. i walk into jimin's room. i sit on his bed. i sigh and put my head into my hands. i hear a soft knock and the door opening. i sit up and look over. i see jimin. holding one of his hoodies. i softly smile as he walks over and hands me his hoodie. i laugh a little. through the tears.

i put the hoodie on nod my head and he sits on the bed (hehe that rhymed) i sit back in the spot i was only an hour prior

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i put the hoodie on nod my head and he sits on the bed (hehe that rhymed) i sit back in the spot i was only an hour prior. head against the head board. staring off into space. "i don't know if i should get back with him jiminie.. god i don't want to be on edge 24/7, thinking he could cheat again at any point, but god i miss him." i say as i sit there. trying my best not to cry anymore then i already have. he sighs, and shakes his head yeah. i scoot back to the same spot. my head on his chest. i eventually dose off. after awhile i feel him tuck me into bed and turn off the light and moving so i have space.

you choose the ending

will you get with taehyung?
will you stay single?
indecisive? i'll possibly make a part two?

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