𝒋𝒗𝒐 𝒊𝒎𝒂𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒔࿐

✰ admire.

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my head snaps back to the front door of our apartment, as i hear the metal door knob jiggle. must be johnny trying to get in with his new key, after he'd lost his other one. poor thing, can't keep track of anything. so i have to do it for him.

it was a long day at the studio for him, i stayed with him majority of the time. until he forced me to go home because i was falling all over the place from lack of sleep. it's 1:28 am and i couldn't be more pleased to see my soul mate walk through that hollow wooden, one windowed front door.

i stares as it opened, revealing an anxiety filled and exhausted johnny. his studio major had been pressing him for weeks about finishing this ep, so that it's done for the date that's set. only two songs are down, and theres four more to go. he didn't have much inspiration.

his black cap, pulled down all the way to his forehead, his hoodie grey covering the cap. along with a black pair of joggers, that it seemed like he always wore, although he had multiple pairs.

the cushioned white couch sunk in next to me, as i felt his restless body plop down. he let out a much needed breath. i cuddled into him, snaking my arms where they may, and resting my head on his shoulder.

"baby, i'm sorry.." i begun, not knowing how to quite speak to him because i could tell he wasn't really in the mood.

"don't be, it isn't your fault." his plump, chapped, pink lips connected with the very top of my head. he left his lips there, breathing into my hair.

"i-i missed you," i stammered. i felt his eyes examine my face, because i knew he was staring at me. i just failed to look up, so i looked forward at the playing in front of me. as my feet were propped up on the glass coffee table. his wandering eyes made me nervous. "oh, god did i miss you angel." he added i couldn't help but to think of why he kept staring at me.

"babe can i ask you something?" i played with the tips of my fingers, but he stopped me once he brought the back of my hand to his lips and kissed it softly. he knew u was anxious but he kept doing it which only made it worse. "anything."

"why do you keep s-staring at me?" questions like these, i always felt stupid for asking.

two of his fingers tucked underneath my chin and tilted my head toward his.

johnny, grinned. the biggest grin i'd seen on him. and the only grin he's had in awhile.

"you've got your hair in this messy bun. it's so effortless. yet, your wearing my old kappa t-shirt. you have no makeup, and i can really see every tiny, freckle on you stunning face. and i admire that. i'd stare at you all day my love. it's not that it's something i need to do, it's something i want to do. because, i never get tired of looking at you." he breathes.

"god, i love you. i'm so lucky to love you." he adds. my heart probably stopped as he squeezed my hand but i couldn't help but to not fall more for him.

"no one else admires me.."

"y/n. you didn't ask for a million admirers. you asked for one. and you got it."

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idk what this blurb is. hope y'all have been doing well. i love u sm.♡