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Lost friends

That smile is so capturing
The way your hair falls into place so perfectly
Your sense of humour never fails to amaze me
Your voice is hypnotizing
Every word you speak captures my attention
I hate you
I hate that you abandoned your friend group
I hate that you are so happy replacing us
I hate how unwanted you made us feel
Or how it was so easy for you to leave
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you!!
You make me feel so happy, but so unwanted
That's how you make all of your friends feel
And yet you don't care!!
You don't freaking care, but we do
We miss you
When your around us your your usual self
But then you abandon us all over again
I hate you
I hate you so freaking much
But I'm still your friend
Even though you put me under so much stress
Your friendship is important to me
My well being isn't
I dont like myself anyways
So I will continue to cherish this neverlasting friendship
That you could care less about

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This is about friends who have lost their way. If you are in a toxic friendship...leave!!
It is not okay. Don't let someone control your emotions. Lead yourself.😁😁