If Only..(Part 1 And Part 2 Included)(Under Edit)

Chapter 12 - In the end..

Instead, I composed myself and asked, "I know something is going on. Rex, I was shit scared."

He rolled his eyes and moved out of the car. His indifference pushed me more to the egde. While he made his way towards my side of the door, I kept yelling out, without letting any word get filtered,

"You ran away without an explanation. You stopped receiving my calls. You did not even bother seeing my messages. How busy were you that you did not even spare a minute to type that you were fine? That you are f*cking alive?

He opened the door on the passenger side and silently looked up at me. "So you care?"

His words had a hint of mocking in it. My anger was shooting up my head and my eyes were getting blurred in tears.

"The hell was that supposed to mean?" my voice was choked and quivering, "I am not up for a joke. I am serious."

I walked out of the car and as he shuffled his eyes through mine, the sternness in his countenance faltered. But not long did it take for him to collect himself back inside the mask.

"Wait a minute!" I pulled up my guts to let out my biggest fear, "Did I even mean anything to you? Or was I just a fling...or a vice."

Jackson's POV;

When I looked up at her, her eyes were glittery, and her body tensed up, teeming with frustration. As, she kept looking at me, her eyes holding a number of complaints, I found myself, loosing in her. I know I am powerless, when her hazel eyes meets mine. That was the main reason, I avoided looking at her.

Even, after a ton of hatred filled inside me, the bigger part of me, was still hypnotized by this woman. Even though I wanted to keep the distance, I realized myself walking closer to her. I wanted to console her. I wanted to cool down the frustration she was having in herself. I wanted to take her into my arms, and take away all her worries. I wanted to tell her, what she is to me.

But, at the same time, I wanted to explain, who she messed up, with. She needs to pay for everything she has done. But, I had the guts for none. All the strength, I have collected to end this story, melted down, as she stood before me. I cupped her cheek, and suddenly her eyes softened. A stream of tear, dampened my hands, and my heart stopped beating. I know, it's not right to let my guard down, but the more I tried to hate her,the more I was getting drawn towards her

"I promised you once, that I would tell you everything."

She nodded.

"I loved you."

She winced. Her reactions making me question everything. I was failing to believe that she- so pure by heart can be involved in killing someone. But, evidences speak louder than words and I can't doubt my men. I pointed my finger towards the horizon, showing the colors of dusk, beautifully blended to form the dark sky. A dark sky, glittering with new, tiny, early shining stars.

As she turned her face, towards the horizon, the shield of sadness wore out of her face, and her lips curved into an innocent smile, similar to a kid. I found myself captivated by the glow in her face. She wiped her tears with both her hands and looked up at me before she took steps towards the open ground, drawn by the beauty of the place. As, she walked away from my eyes, reality washed over me. She is here with me, because I have to kill her. She dared to mess up with me, and the guilty of the same, don't have the privilege to survive . I know, I have entangled myself into an emotional bond and as she dies today, Rex will die with her. I will never be myself anymore. Suddenly, she turned her heel back towards me as she realized she was standing alone.