(don't) Give Up {boyxboy}

Chapter 17

I spent the whole day with Kellin, making out, cuddling, watching random movies... but mostly making out I mean, is that weird? I still find it unbelievable that someone so perfect as Kellin fucking Quinn loves a depressed loser who doesn't even like himself for the fact.

He's been telling me how beautiful I am along with soft kisses. He's almost like a boyfriend every boy... Or girl wants...trust me! The idiotic smile I had wouldn't go away, I mean Kellin was my first love and hopefully the last I'll ever need. Then I notice it'll be 5 months since I've known Kellin... I know, I know it's silly but I want to make this, um anniversary special.

It's cheesy, but I've made a song about him... the lyrics are, I would say Kellin Quotes, as in helpful thing Kellin said to me and also experience I had with him kind of.

Sorry if it's bad, it goes something like,

As I wake up up in your room

You face is the first thing I see

The first time I've seen love

And the last I'll ever need,

I'm still working on it, kind of. Kellin doesn't even know I sing...does he? I wonder what instrument he plays, or maybe if he sings.

"Goodnight babe, love you" he said, sending butterflies through my stomach.

"Goodnight, love you too" I whispered, cuddling up on his chest.

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"He what? Um no thank. I don't want too? Good-fucking-bye" I heard Kellin on the phone. Sitting up in my position, giving Kellin a confused look and he pouted looking my way.

"Well the police called and said that Justin ask if he could see me, and only me but I refused obviously" I cringe at Justin's name. Why does he need to see only Kellin? I mean... what?!

He still loves him don't he? I can't help but feel jealousy...

"Hey, I wouldn't go anywhere without you ok? I don't even consider him as my best friend, hell even my friend. You're," he poked my chest, "more important". My cheeks went red, but when is it never? Kellin have this affect on me and I can't help it.

"Ok" I murmured, pecking his lips.

"Our anniversary is coming up" he smiled on my lips,

"Mhm" I pecked his lips once again.

"You'll be suprised what I've got planned" he laughed a bit. I wonder if we'll last... I mean, it's young love but anything could happen... literally anything...

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"VIC!" Mike yelled over the phone,

"Hey" I gave a nervous chuckle, it's been a while since we've talked.

"Oh my god, ma is giving me hell over here" he sighed, "how come you don't show up for school anymore bro? Neither Kell- waiiiiit are you guys together? Did you guys use a cond-"

"MIKE!" I whisper-yelled causing him to crack up, "no we didn't fucktard" I rolled my eyes,

"Uh huh sure" I could imagining him smiling right at this moment, taunting me.

I sighed, "So how's life?" stupid question,

"I actually have a problem... can you fill in for me at work?"

"You have a job?!"

"Well someone has to buy the food since ma quit her job and now- passed out on the sofa with vodka" Wow really? Mom turning into an alcoholic? Sheesh...