First to Go (Mafia!DazaixReader)

Thank You!!

Hello everyone! It's AngelDragon428!

Wow! This story had taken a long time to finish, and for those who were following this story, I greatly appreciate you're commitment and patience with me. This story was a lot of fun to write, and I wouldn't have kept going if it wasn't for my wonderful readers.

Now for the absolute biggest thank you of all, thank you suicidalmeme for allowing me to write this story in the first place. For those who don't know, suicidalmeme was someone who I found back on the days of Vine as an editor going by the name of "yato_af," and she has now since changed her name to "dragonkvn" on Instagram. She created the edit and the idea of this story. I remember when I saw it that it had such an emotional and huge impact on me, inspiring me to write and filling my head with lots of ideas.

Not wanting to write a story without her permission, I reached out to her and she graciously allowed me to write this. I cannot thank you enough for your kindness for allowing me to create this. The story you came up with was absolutely amazing, and I'm glad that you let me make it a full-length tale. It means so much to me, so thank you a million times over!

Aside from the thank yous, I did want to take a moment to talk about the last two entries in this book. They did have some dark thoughts, one being in the final chapter of suicide, and in the epilogue, I was not writing as the character, but more as myself. Depression is a real problem, one that is close to my heart, and although I was writing my message to a character, parts not pertaining specifically to the story are from my own heart. You do really matter, and I care about all of my readers so much.

I know I put this at the beginning of the final chapter, however I wanted to put it after this message because you all are so important to me. If you scroll down, you will see different numbers to various Suicide Hotlines.

Again, I really wanted to say thank you for everyone who was patient with me while I was transitioning from high school to college and didn't have time to write. It REALLY means a lot to me, and I'm really sorry for making you all wait this long! I promise with the next story that I create, which is Undercover 2: Blood Money, there will not be such gaps between chapters! :)

Y'all are amazing, and thanks again for everything! Stay awesome!

Sincerely,
~AngelDragon428~
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If you are feeling suicidal, please call the following numbers depending on your location:

National Suicide Prevention Hotline: 1-800-273-8255

Argentina: +5402234930430

Australia: 131114

Austria: 017133374

Belgium: 106

Bosnia & Herzegovina: 080 05 03 05

Botswana: 3911270

Brazil: 188 for the CVV National Association

Canada: 5147234000 (Montreal); 18662773553 (outside Montreal)

Croatia: 014833888

Denmark: +4570201201

Egypt: 7621602

Estonia: 3726558088; in Russian 3726555688

Finland: 010 195 202

France: 0145394000

Germany: 08001810771

Holland: 09000767

Hong Kong: +852 2382 0000

Hungary: 116123

India: 8888817666

Ireland: +4408457909090

Italy: 800860022

Japan: +810352869090

Mexico: 5255102550

New Zealand: 0800543354

Norway: +4781533300

Philippines: 028969191

Poland: 5270000

Portugal: 21 854 07 40/8 . 96 898 21 50

Russia: 0078202577577

Spain: 914590050

South Africa: 0514445691

Sweden: 46317112400

Switzerland: 143

United Kingdom: 08457909090

Veterans' Crisis Line: 1 800 273 8255/ text 838255

You all matter, and no matter what you are going through, remember that life will get better. There is no shame in seeking help or talking about your emotions. I understand that you might think you are a burden in talking about your emotions, but your friends are there for you. If you ask them if you can talk and they say yes, then they want to listen. They care about you, and don't see you as a burden. It is okay to not be okay, and it's okay to talk about it.