My pain, my boy | E.G.D

prologue

five years. it's been five years since i ran, since he's been chasing me. five years since i've seen my best friends, five years since i've become my version of a monster.

i've ended up in london. kept my identity low, relationships low and made sure no one would find me.

best part about all of this? i still have a way of seeing him. since he's decided to become a youtube star, i'm able to watch his personality change and how much he's hiding.

he can't see how i've changed, i'm sure if he saw me in the streets he wouldn't recognise me, i doubt he'll recognise my voice.

the only person who i've had any form of contact with is jack, due to him living here and letting me stay at his apartment over here.

have we had a relationship? yeah, but we ended it as i couldn't do it, it's not the same. even with the rumours that ethan is dating this girl called emma, the witch who put a spell on jack making him want to challenge ethan.

i'm broken. i miss him, but i needed to leave. he's still chasing me, but i doubt he'll make it to london if he's living in LA now.

but let's just wait and see.

let's see how much we've both changed over these five years.