Shawn Mendes imagines

Don't let this stupid hate get to you

Y/N's POV

Just like everyday I walked down the halls of this hell hole. People were staring at me and I couldn't take it. I had never liked being the center of attention. I walked faster in order to reach my locker sooner.

I needed to leave. Everything about this place was horrible to me. But the worst was the other children. They wouldn't leave me alone. I couldn't bear it anymore.

Their words hurting me. Stabbing me as if they were knives. I couldn't help but believe them. I was probably the most worthless person on this earth. They made me understand it. I couldn't blame them for telling me the truth. I left as fast as I could I didn't want to stay there.

Hopefully they wouldn't catch up on me. This day had been really horrible. For the first time they didn't hurt me with words but with actions. Thanks to them I had a bruise growing on the right side of my face and my stomach was hurting me. The pain was so unbearable. I thought I would collapse yet I didn't. I ran away from these bullies as far as I could. Even though the pain was slowing me down.

Soon I was at my place. I walked up to my room immediately without saying anything to my parents who were in the living room. I collapsed on my bed. I started to think about my horrible day and I found myself crying. Sobs were escaping my mouth increasing the pain in my stomach.

I wanted everything to stop. The only light in my dark life was Shawn. He was my neighbor and my friend since we were 3. However he was often on tour so we couldn't see each other as much as we used to. It was hurting me but I didn't want to hold him back from living his dreams so I didn't tell him about the bullying or how it was hurting me when he left.

Truth was that I had a crush on him since 6 grade but I never told him. I wanted to keep our friendship safe since it was the most precious thing I had. I had cried so much that it felt like I couldn't breath anymore. The worst was actually the bullying. They made me change. I couldn't recognize me anymore. I stopped doing things I love just because I was scared of being even more judged. They took my personality from me. I wasn't me anymore.

I was so lost in my thoughts that didn't even hear that someone was walking up the stairs. However I heard the person knock on my door. I was too lazy and too devastated to get up so I just told the person to come in. When the mysterious human being came in I was blown minded. It was Shawn. The Shawn I had missed so much.

As soon as he stepped into the room. I got up and threw myself into his arms holding onto him for life. He hugged me back. It was like we were telling each other everything through this hug. How we had missed and loved each other. We stayed in this potion a few minutes then he pulled away keeping his hands on my shoulders.

"I missed you so much Y/N" he said. Then our eyes connected and I knew I was screwed. I knew he would see something was off. First because I had red bloodshot eyes due to the crying. Second because he could read me like an open book. I didn't even have time to answer to tell him I had missed him that he spoke. "What's wrong" he asked, his voice filled with worry and concerned.

I looked down. I didn't know what to say or how to explain to him what had happened. He put two fingers under my chin making me look up and put the strand of hair that had fallen on my face back behind my ear. "You know you can tell me anything right" he spoke keeping his hand on my jaw. I nodded I waited before speaking. "It's just that it's been really different since you left high school" I told without really explaining what was happening. "What do you mean hun" he asked still worried. He led me to the bed where we sat down.

I finally decided to talk but it was still hard. "I..um I well since you left I've been getting hate at school and well
I guess you could say I'm bullied but I'm fine really there's no need to worry" I confessed trying to make it look better thank it actually was. "How can you say that it's fine you're bullied Y/N. Is the mark on your cheek from that. Did they hit you" he asked getting even more concerned.

"Yeah but I'm fine I handle it" I tried once again to make the situation look fine but he didn't believe me. "Y/N I know you I know it's not fine. I also know you've been crying and I hate the idea of you crying. So please listen to me okay?" he said .I knew he was about to tell me something important for him so I just nodded not wanting to interrupt him.

"Don't let this stupid hate get to you you're perfect in every possible way and whoever has you as a friend is lucky. You deserve so much more than this. Y/N whatever they say it's not true. You're an amazing person one of the best I've ever known. They're just too stupid to see it. So ignore them and they'll stop. I can assure you that okay hun" he said.

I could feel that it affected him. I knew he wanted more for me. Thanks to him I could feel myself coming back slowly. Pieces by pieces. "Thank you so much Shawn you're the best" I spoke hugging him and cuddling into his strong chest as he wrapped his arms around me. "Don't mention it I'll always be here for you" he responded hugging me tighter. I never wanted to let go. I wanted to stay in his arms forever. I felt so safe and loved as if nothing or no one could bother me. Just him and I.

"Don't leave me please" I mumbled. I was starting to fall asleep. "I won't I promise" he whispered in my hair leaving kisses in it. He lay us down pulling the cover over our tangled bodies. "Good night Shawn" I said kissing his cheek lovingly. "Good night Y/N I love you. You can't even imagine" he answered and kissed my cheek with just as much passion as I did on his.

Even though I was really tired his words woke me up. He loved me. How was he meaning it. Maybe he loved me like I loved him. "Shawn ?" I asked trying to get his attention. "Umm what's up I thought you were tired" he answered chuckling. "Did you mean what you just said" I ask in a very serious way.

"Y/N I..um well I actually did and before you say anything I know you don't feel the same way but I can't help it I love you so much. You're everything to me. Knowing those people hurt you is just making me so mad and also so worried about you. I just care about you so much" he confessed talking really fast. At the end of his speech my heart was beating so fast I was totally amazed. The person I loved the most loved me back. In that moment I was the happiest girl on earth. Shawn had such a important impact on me that he managed to change my mood and made me feel so much better.

"Y/N please say something" he mumbled. He was nervous I could hear it in his voice. "Shawn I love you too I feel just like you do. You're the person I love the most. You're always here for me. I just ....there isn't even a word to describe how feel Shawn I just love you" I told him. He pulled me closer to him. Then we both leaned in and kissed.

This kiss was full of love passion, it was gentle yet mean full. I felt my heart flattered and butterflies flying around my stomach. It felt so right and so good. "Y/N please be my girlfriend" he asked and I of course agreed. "I love you so much and I swear I'm gonna take care of you no one is gonna hurt anymore I promise princess" he said before kissing my forehead. "Now let's get some sleep" he spoke as he pulled me I to his strong embrace our legs tangled. "I love you" he said "I love you more" I answered. And that's how I started dating my wonderful and amazing husband who never stopped protecting me.