Shawn Mendes imagines

I want us back

Y/N's POV

I was on an air plane going back to my home town which made me feel really happy since I was  going to see my friends who lived back there and it also made me feel nostalgic because there was my ex who lived there too.

What we had was special he was my first love and I think I was also his first love. To be honest I still loved him but I broke up with him when I left for New York because I didn't want a long distance relationship however I didn't manage to get him out of my head.

We were madly in love it was really amazing but now I was scared to front him because I didn't want to go back to him since I was only here for 15 days. I knew it would be hard to totally avoid him but I could still try.

I landed in Toronto and went to get my luggage then looked for my friend who was supposed to pick me up from te airport but I couldn't find her.

Moment passed and still nothing then I felt someone touching my shoulder. I turned around to see who it was and it was Shawn.

He was standing in front of me looking in my eyes and I was looking at him, he changed a lot he is even more gorgeous if that's possible . He didn't stop staring at me so I looked down at my shoes and hoped he wouldn't do anything who would make the situation weirder.

"Hey Y/N" he finally said and only to hear his voice made my heart flutter. "Hi why are you here" I asked  "Umm well I thought you knew Y/F/N couldn't pick you up so I came" he said playing with the ring on his finger showing that he was nervous

"oh okay" I said confused because no one told me about this and then we started to leave Shawn took my suitcase even though i didn't want him to carry anything.

He was so nice he had always been how and I suppose to stop loving him it's just impossible. He put my luggage in the trunk and we both entered the car then  he started to drive.

"So how have you been" he asked trying to fill the awkward space. "I've been fine and you" I responded "Yeah well my life changed a lot since you left but I guess I am okay" he said before parking the car.

I looked around and realized it wasn't my friend's house "Shawn where are we" I asked surprised and anxious to see him made me realize how much I still love him even though I already knew I still loved him I didn't think it was that much but I should shrug it off since he probably has a girlfriend.

"You'll see just follow me" he said taking my hand in his big ones and started to lead me in unknown place.

We soon arrived and it was the night we could see the stars perfectly and the place was breathtaking. "Wow" I said amazed by the beauty of the place

"How did you find this" I asked but he didn't answer me he just lay down so I lay next to him on the cold grass which felt really soft

"When you left and we broke up I was a mess and missing you like crazy so I used to walk around and then I found this. It reminds me of you in a way since it's beautiful just like you and you used to love watching the star so that's also why I love this place" he finally answered and looked straight into my eyes looking for any reaction but I was just confused was he still in love with like I was ? Did he miss me like missed him ?

"Y/N you know when we broke up it was one of the roughest time of my life and It still is. I miss you and I know you probably have a new boyfriend but I miss you so much and I wish you could stay"he said in a sad tone and looked in my eyes he used to read my mind just by looking in my eyes I hoped he would understand that I still loved him and I was also missing him like crazy

"I'll make anything to make you stay but please don't leave again and give us another chance because my feelings won't go away" he continued taking my hands and caressing the top of my hand with his thumb

"I don't know I can't leave my new life  this fast what I am supposed to say to my parents" I said dubious

"Don't worry baby we could arrange something but please stay with me" he pled and I was slowly starting to give in I couldn't resist him I was so in love with him but it wasn't right I had to go back to New York

"Shawn I don't think my parents will agree" I said even if I knew it wouldn't convince Shawn but  I was hoping he could make me stay with him

"Come on Y/N we don't care about them please I love you and I want you by my side I want us back" he said "Me too" I mumbled hoping he wouldn't hear but I was wrong

"Then there isn't any problems you come here live with me and I'm gonna be able to stay with my princess and take care of her and that's all I want" he said now stroking my cheek "I love you Y/N and living without you is unbearable" he added

"I love you too Shawn and I'd really like to live with you" I answered and as these words rolled out of my mouth a goofy smile spread across his face and he spun me around leaving kissed all over my face "thank you so much babygirl we're gonna be so happy" he said "I don't doubt of that" I answered smiling widely I was so happy to have him back I missed him so much my life was miserable without him but now it'll be perfect

"Don't worry I missed you too and I love you a way more" he whispered in my ear making me blush ashamed because I just said my thoughts out loud

"Aww my baby is blushing" he said making me blush even more and he chuckled "let's go princess" he said picking me up and carrying me to the car.

I was so tired because of the flight and everything that I fell asleep in the car and some time after I felt Shawn  carrying me inside is his house then lying me on his bed and two strong arms holding me tight and I buried my face in his chest "Goodnight princess I'm never gonna let you go" he said before kissing my cheek and falling asleep