Shawn Mendes imagines

Hospital worry

A/N the messages part is the first part and the second is the written part also if  it's not Y/N in the messages it's because it was a request on ig but in the text I'll change into Y/N

Shawn's POV

I went to the hospital as fast as I could. I had never been this worried before.

She's the love of my life I was about to propose her I thought everything would have been perfect.

I was worried but I knew she would make it since she's so strong and she wouldn't left me like that at least I knew she'd try to fight.

I run into the hospital looking everywhere for her parents but no sign of them.

I was so stressed that I totally forgot to ask in what room she was. The nurse told me she was in the room 234.

I took the elevator and as I was waiting the stress was growing in me she couldn't die. She is the nicest and most beautiful girl in this entire world she doesn't deserve to die.

I don't even know what I did to deserve such an amazing person like her but I'm glad to call her mine and I know I'll never let her go.

Once I had reached the right floor I got out of the elevator and saw her parents who were sitting in the corridor.

Her mother had her face buried in her hands and it looked like she had cried and her father was trying to stay strong even though I could see that he was really affected by the event he wanted to be here for her mother.

I came closer to them and it caused her mother to look up at me and I smiled weakly at her "can I go see her" I asked impatiently "Yeah she's not awake though" she answered and I just nodded.

I went  into the room and sat next to her. I took her small cold hand I mine and intertwined our fingers then I kissed our hands "hey Y/N it's me" I said and you may think it's dumb to talk to her when she couldn't hear but I couldn't careless.

"I need you to wake up baby please for me for us. I want to make my life with you start a family with you and I haven't had the chance  yet. I haven't seen you for 5 hours and I'm already missing you like crazy" I said rubbing my face and that when I realized I was crying.

She just so important for me and it should be me in this hospital bed not her I'd have done whatever it takes to make the pain go away.

"Please princess stay with me" I said my voice cracking at the end. In this moment I was craving her hugs, her cuddles everything about her and especially her kisses. Oh god what I would have done to get one of her kisses in this moment to feel her soft lips pressed against mine.

I needed to be closer to her to hold her in my arms even if she couldn't feel it so I climbed into the bed next to her and pulled the covers over our bodies, I stroked her hair lightly and hummed her favorite song.

Usually she would buried her face in my chest and intertwined our legs but she wasn't able to do it so I just placed my arms around her waist and hold her tightly and then I fell asleep hoping it was just a nightmare and I would wake up in my bed my amazing beautiful and healthy girlfriend by my side.

Few hours later I was woken up by someone playing with my hair ans it felt so good. I slowly opened my eyes and I saw her she was awake and she seemed fine. "Thank god you woke up I was so scared Y/N" I said placing a strand of her hair behind her ear and she just hugged me.

I hugged her back and we stay like that a long moment until I pulled away and looked into her eyes "Y/N would you please marry me" I said "I know it's not the most romantic way to propose and I don't have the ring with me right now but I love and I want to spend the rest of my days with you. So would you please marry me" I say and waited for her reaction and she kissed me "I'd love to marry you baby" she whispered in my ear making me the happiest man alive  "I love you so much" I said "I love you too"