Shawn Mendes imagines

Proposal

Y/N's POV

I just came back from a 4 months trip which made me leave behind my boyfriend and family.

When I arrived back in Toronto I didn't go to my house but to my parents' one, because I was living with my boyfriend and I didn't want to see him since I had ignored him for the past 4 months.

I didn't even know why I did this I guess I just needed time away from Shawn.

I was at my parents house lost in my thoughts. I was thinking about him because everything seemed so wrong lately yet I didn't want to broke up with him. We used to be madly in love but now it felt like we were tearing apart.

What happened to us? I was missing him though and I knew I still loved him so I just went to bed to rest since I was tired.

I woke up hours later to the sound of someone knocking against my door. I didn't open it because I thought my parents would do it.

Some minutes later my door slammed open and Shawn entered my room making me feel uncomfortable and sad.

I looked down scared to look into his eyes. "Hi babygirl" he said but I didn't answer. He came closer and kissed me. When his lips touched mine it was like all my feelings were back actually I had never lost them yet I didn't know if it was a good idea to keep on doing this since I was totally confused.

His act gave me the courage to look in his gorgeous hazel eyes which were filled with sadness confusion and love.

"Baby I don't know what happened between us but I got something to ask you" he said stating down on the bed then pulling me into his lap.

"But before I wanna know what is happening to us I love you but you kept on ignoring me during your trip and to be honest with you it was killing me. I was a total mess" he confessed looking down ashamed but I thought it was cute.

It made me think of why did ignore him. To be honest I think there wasn't any reasons. I was just feeling bad and I needed time alone.

"I realized how important you are in my life and how much I love you. Living without is just hell and I can't imagine a life without you. But what happened princess did I do something wrong" he asked and I could feel he was nervous because he was playing with his ring.

It made me feel so guilty that he thought he was the reason of my behavior he was such an amazing, caring, cute, nice, amazing. Did I say amazing?!! He's just perfect and definitely the best boyfriend you could ask for! "No of course no I love you and nothing can change that" I said reassuring him.

"So what's wrong darling" he asked now sounding worried. "I don't know I just didn't feel that good I needed time alone" I said

"awww princess talk to me next time cause I was worried sick and I thought you didn't love me anymore" he said sounding relieved

"So I got something to ask to you" he said nervously and to be honest I had never saw him like this before.

"okay Y/N I love you so much and I wanna spend the rest of my life with you and these 4 months proved it to me. I wanna grow old with you I wanna have children with you I wanna stay with you forever" he said pulling me closer to his chest hiding my face in his neck like if he was scared of my reaction.

"Y/N would you marry me" he said eventually and tears of happiness were running down my cheeks.

"Of course I love you so much" I said putting my head back in his neck. "I love you too babygirl I'm so glad you said yes you can't even imagine how much I love you and I can't wait to start a family with you to see our children running around our house" he said kissing my head and I relaxed in his arms.

I was so happy to know I would stay with him forever. Happy to know we would have children together and to know we would die together knowing we had loved each other endlessly.