Am I still a burdening clot?
When papa said I cost a lot
For things people eventually forgotAm I still a disappointment?
When I didn't grow up as mama wanted
Straying further from the fate she expectedAm I a failure?
For never be sure
And longing for cure?
Am I still the girl you pity?
Whom you need to defend
everytime people mock me?And, after all these years since you raised and made me,
Am I still a joke for you?I think I am.
***
October 2018
will this ever end?
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