I can't believe I made 7 months today! Austin's out performing at Camp Flog Gnaw today, so I have the whole house to myself. I've been decorating ever since we moved in and i've had so much fun.
I've been trying to keep busy distracting myself from the fact that i'm lonely, and Austin's leaving the same month as Leilani's arrival.
I'm so scared to be doing it alone, and I want him to be there to witness his child being born.
I finished putting up the picture in her nursery before I heard my phone ringing.
I walked as fast as I could to the kitchen bar, but it was too late. "Hm, unknown caller. Oh well."
I went back to Leilani's nursery, but something just didn't sit well with me. I called Aus just to make sure he was okay, but I didn't get an answer.
I decided to get out of the house, and go shop for more stuff. I never like to brag about having a famous, wealthy boyfriend, but times like this it comes in handy.
"Is this all ma'am?" the cashier asked. I shook my head yes. I grabbed my wallet out of my purse, I seen I had two missed calls. Another from unknown, and one from Austin.
I called Austin back, but no answer. That's it i'm done playing phone tag.
I went to about 3 more stores before I headed home. My feet were hurting like always.
Buttercup: I hope you're doing okay, i miss and love you.
I sat down for a couple minutes just to catch my breath. Actually I'm probably just gonna order pizza.
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I went back to Leilani's room, it felt so comforting here. I don't know why, but the unknown caller was making me a little anxious.
I kept thinking about Aaron, but that can't be because he's in jail. I really wish I had someone here to take my mind off of it.
I heard the doorbell ring and a smile grew instantly on my face because I was about to devour this pizza.
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