cloudy days

four

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"I'm leaving you." Hanbin told me.

Those three words hit me so hard that my soul left my body and my knees got so weak. I wanted to fall on the ground to die and rot.

"What?" I remembered asking him.

He didn't have any clothes packed. He only had his phone, his charger, and some change.

"And where are you going?"

He looked at his phone before placing the device in his back pocket.

"I found someone better."

And that's what I hated most. Those variety of words were the ones I never wanted to hear.

"Okay."

Although I was hurt I couldn't show it. I should be glad that after years of being with a man who could never love me the right way, he's finally leaving. But in the back of my mind I knew I still had love for him. I still wanted him to be with me.

I didn't say much after as I watched him walk out of the door. It was so surprising that he left. He made it seem like he was used to the fights and petty nights to the point where he just gave up on leaving.

The house was dead slient.

Like it should've been since the beginning; about four years ago.

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