She brings them down to the ocean, often
And sits on the silky sand, watching
Burying her toes in the sand, watching
Like she's afraid.
Come down to us in the ocean, they sing
Come with us into the water, mother
She shakes her flame-red hair and smiles
A forceful, pained thing.
Their father taught them to swim, he did
A sailor's swim, with a thick land body
And arms and feet cutting the water, she doesn't
Know how to swim like that.
But she remembers, oh she remembers.
The day the waves take hold of a child
As if the ocean too remembers
That it once lost her, and demands payment.
Then she runs. She runs with her hard-won feet
She dives into the water, and she's home
She is the water and the water is she
And she almost, almost forgets.
But her child. Her daughter, who dreams of lands
She wants to see, is beneath the water
Face upturned, arms trailing, bubbles breaking
A fish dangling on a line.
And she catches her hand, her daughter's hand
Two strokes with the ghost of her tail and they rise
They rise to the air and back to the land
Crying salt water.
She brings herself down to the ocean, after
And watches its distant horizons, where she
Once played beneath with her sisters, and thinks
Of all she left behind.
Regret is a word that means too many things
And she does not regret this, and yet she does
But her daughter has followed her, down from the castle
Eyes still red from the salt.
Her daughter has followed her, and takes her hand
And together, they walk back home on two feet
Back to the land, with the ocean still
Whispering its promises behind them.
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A/N: Sorry for the break. I went away on a short family trip to the Gold Coast, Australia, and spent a few days digging my feet into the softest sand I've ever felt and watching the ocean.
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The Fairytale Wakes
PoetryOnce upon a time is now. A poetry collection celebrating and subverting fairytales.