Laugh it off (angst)

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Really Lance!

You're so annoying!

Shut up for once!

Train harder!

Not worthy to be a paladin!

Stupid

Loud

Obnoxious

Useless

Yeah I'm used to these words. It's nothing new. I fail in training. I don't eat. I don't sleep. I cut. Then I repeat. It's honestly not that bad. All I need to do is laugh it off.

When I wake up I put on my fake smile and head to the dining room. They think I don't hear the annoyed sighs and rolling of the eyes. What do I do? Laugh it off and come up a bull crap excuse about beauty sleep.

I'm going insane. I can feel it. I cut myself. I laugh. I get hurt. I laugh. I fail a mission. I laugh. I get yelled at. I laugh. I break a bone. I laugh.

So here I am. In my blue bathroom that is now stained red. Cutting my arms, laughing like a mad man. My 'friends' are screaming and banging on my barricaded door. It's fine, I said to myself. They don't care. They won't miss me.

Laugh it off.

That's all I need to do.

I cut. I laugh.

When Keith managed to break the door, I let out one last laugh.

Why only one last laugh?

Oh.

Because that's when I died.

That's when I killed myself.

That's my first one shot. I hope you enjoyed it. I made myself cry whilst writing it. Sorry it was short. I'll attempt to make them longer. Bye for now.✌️

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