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Morning,
- so I tidur balik at 0030 semalam.
I dengan husna chat pasal mbappe, lewandoski, gk Liverpool.
Even I was sakit, I cam pasal bola tetibe layan en ahaha.
- I woke at 8 kot.. Bangun bangun tu I terus check date.
Trial is nearing. And I pergi kat dapur and talked to mummy. First time I luah kan what I rasa to her. I expressed my worries about my studies.
Time tu dia tengah prepare for breakfast. Bihun daging.
And I sandar. Time dia cakap "kau belajar je la" srs I rasa nak nangis bcs I can't tanggung the penat.
Even rn I rasa nak nangis and my eyes are bertakung...
Mata I time tu dah berair and nasib i basuh muka time tu so tk nmpk sgt la.
I became so emotional.. And time tu I rasa cam nak hug her. But I held it. I masuk bilik.
It messed me bcs I teringat sukses :').
- I baca ke apa eh dalam bilik.. I lupa. But keluar tu dah ada makanan.
I lapar gila and makan the Bihun first. Sedapp
- while makan I played ml.
- I read sej and I tertumpahkan air kat buku.
Mood I cam
...
K.
- I pening do nak habiskan studies. Aih
- chatted with Hadid and put. I tanya apa nak buat.
- vc with Hadid.
Her father memula ingat jaja ahaha then nurin said "kawan atas bukit"
Pastu her mom also ingat jaja and she masukkan her mom dalam screen ahahaha. I covered my gelak 😂.
- I tanya dia if she already solat or not and she said belum like gelabah "belum belum"
- ended the call and tepat tepat husna called.
Again ex dia. Semata mata weh call aku sebab tu.
"you call I ni sebab dia je ke?"
-"ye"
Me, "....."
Kejap je dia call then I keluar. Kemas hall.
Specially I kemas kasut then sangkut pula kat depan. Semua ada time tu and bro nak tunjuk magic kat mummy.
Magic yang angkat tu.. Dia pernah buat kat rumah atok.
Mummy tk percaya yang tu magic ahah.
- masuk bilik and.. I baca buku balik kot...
I baca sej bab1 ke apa tah la aku buat.
- ate lunch.
Fried lobster, ikan kicap, kerabu mangs, apa lagi eh... Itu je kot
Katanya nak masak sayur but penat.
- I ate agak laju untuk 2 lauk..
- masuk bilik and I watched buzz feed worth it.
Baring and nak tidur actually but.. I buat apa do.. Ahhh I type semalam punya. Kalau tk nanti tangguh aduh malas.
- went out and ironed baju.
And semua baring kat luar. Bro tunjuk his video lama and we tonton together. Srs weh tergelak.
- ironed adik punya baju. Terpaksa k.
- I was chatting with manisah. She nak beli phone and I rec Huawei ahah
- mandi and mummy semua nk keluar that's why I iron baju awal.
I keluar nak ice cream je.
- in my room and Im listening to Deen Assalam for 40 minutes Hhaha
Follow your heart,
I got your back.
