Dear Diary

CAN'T LET YOU GO

After ten days

Sultan was talking with Madhu in her mother's house

"You can't stay like this Madhu. You have to let him go. Sign the papers and leave him. He doesn't want you anymore. Holding on a broken relationship and weeping on it is not healthy. You were hospitalized twice in ten days. Please Madhu forget about him" Sultan

"No Sultan. I won't sign those papers before I meet him. I must talk to him first. I need to know why he did that" Madhu

"Why Madhu? What will it change? He already signed the papers. He doesn't want you anymore. You have to let him go. His lawyer is calling me every day asking about your reply. He wants to end this relationship. He wants to move on and you have to move on too.

You have be with someone loves you. You can't live your life like this mourn on your past. You have to start new life" Sultan

"What are you saying Sultan? I can't let it go." Madhu

"But Madhu" Sultan

"I won't sign the papers before meeting him. That's final" Madhu snapped at him

"OK calm down. Can you tell me why you want to meet him" Sultan

"I want to know if that really what he wants. I want to know if he really wants to end it." Madhu

"If he doesn't want it why he sent you the signed papers?" Sultan

"I know he sent me the papers. I know he signed it. But I want to be sure that he will be happy if I let him go" Madhu

"If you sure that is really what he wants, will you sign the papers?" Sultan

"I'll sign the papers but I won't divorce him" Madhu

"What do you mean?" Sultan was confused

"My relationship with Rishabh won't end with a paper. I will sign it for him. If he really wants to move on. If he wants to have new start and new relationship with another woman. He can do it. But for me Rishabh was, is and will be my husband till I die. For me he will be always my husband. No one can ever take his place in my heart or my life." Madhu

"But this is wrong Madhu. You can't live your life like this. He doesn't want you. He wants to move on. You have to leave him" Sultan

"No Sultan. I will never ever leave him. I will never ever let him go. I will stay away from him. I will give him his life back. But he will always be with me. In every step in my life. In every second I live." Madhu

"If you meet someone else. Someone loves you. Someone will take care of you. Someone wants to be with you, helps you and supports you" Sultan

"No Sultan. No one ever can replace Rishabh in my life. My heart is his only. My life in his only." Madhu

Sultan stepped closer to Madhu, held her shoulders and looked her in the eyes intensely

"I love you Madhu. You know that I love you. My love for you never fade out. I want to be with you. I want to help you and support you. I love you.

I tried to forget you. I left my country and my mother to forget you. But I never forget you. Every day you were there in my mind. Every day I wondered if you are happy or not. Every day I asked myself if he treats you well. Does he care for you, as I would do? Does he love you like I do?" Sultan

"Sultan please" Madhu

"No Madhu. I lost you once because I kept silent I didn't tell you what I feel. I won't lose you again. I will tell you everything and you will listen to me" Sultan