Dear Diary

HIS EFFECT ON HER

Madhu woke up gasping for air in the middle of the night. Pulling down the blankets. She sat up on the bed. Her whole body was drenched in cold sweat. She put her hand on her heart trying to calm it down. It was beating for a race. After few minutes, when she calmed down completely. She passed her hand through her hair and thank aloud

"What was that? I never had this kind of dreams. And for a week now I have these dreams almost every night. Since he was sick and I helped him to take a shower. I'm a doctor. I saw many naked bodies before.

Why did seeing his body affect me like this? I'm very shy to think about the dreams I have every night. What is happening to me? Why do I have this dirty thoughts? I never thought of any man like this before.

Even when I loved Sultan. I never thought of him in that way. I never dreamed of any man. Now I'm going crazy. The kind of dreams and thoughts in my mind for him is so wild and so crazy. I can't even think about it in my mind. Why is that?

Now I can't even look at him. Every time I see him, I got flashes in my mind with dirty things. I need to stay away from him. Or my mind will explode. I need to get busy with anything else. I can't surrender to those thoughts. I feel ashamed of myself.

OK so I will stay away from him and I will get busy in anything else. Now I will go and take shower. I hope I don't have this kind of dreams again. Or I hope to have it. Stop your pervert mind and go and shower"

Next day in hospital

"Dr. Kundra they want you in HR" Nurse

"Ok I will go now" Madhu

Madhu went to HR office

"Hello Dr. Kundra. Do you enjoy working with us?" The HR officer

"Yes it is interesting. It is what I love to do" Madhu

"Ok so now you will start working on heart surgeries" The HR officer

"What? Heart surgeries! Can't I work for any other branch for now?" Madhu

"Why don't you want to work in heart surgeries?" RK who just entered the HR office

"No it is not like that. I just want to save it for the last" Madhu

"It is ok you can work in any branch you want now. I thought you want to be a heart surgeon. So you will be interested more in heart surgery" RK said with disappointment tone

"Ok I will start in heart surgeries now. If it is ok with you doctor" Madhu

"Ok as you like. I was coming to take your file with me" RK

At noon

Madhu brought lunch to her husband in his office. She used to bring lunch to him from home since his food poison incident and they both have lunch together everyday

"RK here is your lunch" Madhu

"My lunch? Aren't you having your lunch with me?" RK

"No, you eat I will eat later. I have some work to do" Madhu

"What work?" RK was irritated

"Some patients" Madhu

"I need to talk with you. Will you please close the door" RK

Madhu got out of the office and closed the door behind her. She was going away from the office but she stopped hearing her husband calling her

"Dr. Kundra. Will you please come to my office" RK

Madhu turned back and saw him standing on his office's doorstep holding the door open to let her enter. She nodded her head and entered his office

"Why did you leave?" RK was confused