Dear Diary

TRYING TO GET HIM

Madhu entered the room and saw RK was talking with some doctors about patient's condition. She took an empty chair close to him

"Is my mother right? Do I love him? I don't know. I felt hurt when I saw him with T. I care for him and I can do anything for his happiness. My heart beats fast every time I'm close to him. His voice makes every cell in my body dances when I hear him. His face is printed in my mind and in my heart. If this is not love. So what is love? I think I love him. No I know I love him. I'm sure now that I really madly truly loving him" Madhu thought in her mind

"Dr. Kundra" RK

"I love you" Madhu

The room was full of concealed laughter and whispers from the doctors

"Everyone please leave now" RK was trying to control his anger

Everyone in the room started to move and Madhu with them

"Dr. Kundra stay please" RK

Madhu stayed. After everyone had left, RK locked the door and turned to face his wife

"What was that? What did you say? We are here in hospital. You are here as Dr. Madhubala Kundra. Not as my wife. This place needs your doctor's duties not your wife's duties. Will you please focus on who you are and where you are" RK tried so hard not to be angry with her

Madhu didn't say anything she just nodded her head yes

"You may leave now" RK

Madhu left the room without saying anything else. She didn't know how she said these words there in conference in front of everyone. Her husband had all the right to be angry from her. She embarrassed him and herself among their colleagues. She didn't know how she would face him or them again. She just decided to focus on her work and forget everything or she would make it worse if she made any mistake in her job.

RK was sitting in his office. He couldn't focus in anything. All what he was thinking, was what she meant by those words and why said it. Did she really mean it? Does she really love him?

Or it was one of her wife's duties like she forced herself to be with him before. He didn't know anything. But he was sure of one thing. He couldn't fall in her trap again. He couldn't let her hurt him again. He couldn't give his heart to her again.

She was living with him for more than four months now. Sure she would have feeling for him. She was not made from stone. But was this feeling love? Could she forget her love to Sultan and love him instead in just four months?

Maybe she was confused. She thought she loves him. But sure she didn't. The best thing to do was ignore this confession completely. And act like nothing change.

Dear Diary

It is been three days now since I confessed my feeling to Rishabh. He ignored it. He didn't say anything about it. He acts like nothing changed. I know I hurt him before and I rejected him. Maybe that is why he is paying back me. But I'm sure he loves me. I see it in everything he does. He cares for me a lot. I'm sure his love is somewhere in his heart. He just doesn't want to show it to me. He still angry from me.

I need to prove my love to him. I need to get close to him. To show him that I need him. I want him. Wholly and truly. But If I tried to seduce him I would remind him of the last time when I hurt him badly. So I need to get close to him by other ways. I'll try to do it tomorrow. Now good night and happy Rishabh dreams.

Next day

Madhu was in the house and she thought of idea will get her close to her husband

"When he comes back from hospital. I will climb up ladder in the hall. To fix a photo's frame hanging on the wall. When he gets close. I will fall from the ladder. And he will catch me by his arms like Vivian Dsena did to Drashti today in the show.