I'm Broken but I'm fine

Part 23

"How?" He asks.

"You are my boyfriend Louis, I'm so In tune with you its scary and we aren't silly, anyone could tell you have been struggling" I tell him.

He fish mouths a few times before he nods. He fiddles with his sleeves.

"I fell asleep on the table and it wasn't for very long, I had another nightmare and I couldn't take it anymore. I wanted to cut, I woke feeling the urge after so long and it scared me. So I left, I passed a bottle shop and I had the idea of going to a club, I got in, no one questioned me and so I just drank my thoughts away. I didn't mean to miss your calls I didn't hear my phone, I was so caught up with trying to forget. I'm sorry Harry" he tells me.

"It's okay Lou, we have all drunk ourselves into oblivion before, I'm just upset you put yourself at risk doing it. I'm here to talk things through when you have those thoughts Lou. I'm here for you always baby" I say and I pull him close and he melts into my embrace.

"Thank you Harry. I love you so much and I'm truly sorry" I say.

"I love you too, and I know, but I'm still going to punish you" I tell him.

He pulls back and looks at me.

"Like kitchen duty?" He asks cutely.

I smirk.

"No Lou" I say and take his hand leading him to the bedroom. I close and lock the door and turn to face him.

"Clothes off" I tell him.

He looks startled but knows not to question me. He does as he is told and I admire his glorious body that's all mine. I sit on the bed and wait for him. When he is done I can't help but stare.

"So beautiful Lou" I tell him, he blushes and looks at the floor.

"Come here" I say.

He obeys and walks over to me, I grab his waist and I put him over my knee, he gasps and squirms when he realises what I intend to do.

"Stay still" I tell him and he stops instantly.

"What are you being punished for Louis" I say as I run my hand over his gorgeous ass.

"For...for gooiing to a club and not....and not telling you or calling you" he stumbles out.

"And by doing that what did you do?" I ask.

"I um.... I put myself at risk" he says.

I smile

"Good boy, 15 spanks to each cheek, then I'm going to fuck you dry" I say

He whimpers and goes to protest,

"If you argue or miss a count we will start again understand" I tell him.

He nods.

I bring my hand down hard on his left cheek and he cries out.

"Oone" he says shakily.

I keep going and my hits get harder each time, by the time I'm done Louis is silently crying.

"Good boy, baby, you are such a good boy for me aren't you" I say bringing him into my lap.

I wipe away his tears and he calms down.

"Such a good boy..... good job darling" I praise him.

He sniffles and goes to pull away, I know he is uncomfortable sitting on his red bum.

"Lie down in the bed hands and knees" I tell him.

He whimpers and I have mercy on him and spit a little on my cock before I press into him I don't Prep him though. Louis cries out again as my cock abuses his hole. He is getting hard though and is moaning. He feels amazing and so tight and before I know it we are both nearing our climaxes. I can tell Louis is trying to hold his at bay, I haven't given him permission yet.