I'm Broken but I'm fine

Part 23

"Yeah, I just wish there was something I could do" I say

Suddenly Louis jolts himself awake, he stands up and stumbles backwards. His breathing uneven.

"Baby?" I say concerned.

He looks at me breathing heavily. He reaches for his arm and we notice he snaps the rubber band against his arm. Louis hasn't worn that for at least a month and now it's back on. He then runs upstairs, Andy, Zayn and and I look at each other, all thinking the same thing. Before we can follow him though, Louis is coming back down the stairs with his wallet and phone.

"Where are you going baby?" I ask.

"Out, I need some air.....just out" he says.

"Okay, please keep your phone on so I can call you" I just get in before the door is being slammed.

"Okay, well that was intense" Andy says.

"I guess he needed some air" Zayn says.

I still don't like it when Louis goes off alone, but I can't keep him caged up. I just hope he doesn't do anything silly and comes back soon. Of course though things that involve Louis are never simple and never go the way I want them too.

Six hours later and we can't find Louis and he isn't answering his phone. To say I'm pissed off is an understatement and I will be punishing him accordingly when he finally makes it home.

"Well where the fuck could he be?" I yell at Zayn and Niall.

"H, we know as much as you do, patrol haven't found him, he isn't at the skate park, which I doubt he would ever want to go back too" Niall says.

"I told him to keep his phone on him and answer when I called" I say angrily.

Suddenly my phone goes off and I see Louis name flash across the screen.

"Thank fuck" I say and answer..

"Lou?" I ask, hoping to hear his gorgeous voice.

"Haz!!" He yells.

I can't really hear him, there is Loud music and it sounds like he is at a party. I put the phone on speaker so all the boys can hear.

"Where are you Louis" I ask angrily.

"Um.... at a club" he responds.

"Who the fuck let you into a club?" I shout.

"I dunno, the door guy" he says sarcastically.

Zayn and Niall snicker and I glare at them.

"What club are you at?" I ask.

"Um The doorway that leads to red or something" he says.

The doorway that leads to red?? I've never heard of it. I look at the boys and they look just as confused as me, Then it hits me.

"You mean the red door?" I ask and if I wasn't so pissed I would have laughed.

"Yeah!!!" He yells.

The boys try to hold in their laughter at Louis.

"Are you drunk?" I ask him.

"Probably, if a bottle of vodka gets you drunk" he says.

"For fuck sake Louis. You are in big trouble" I say as I grab my keys and Andy and Zayn follow me out the door.

"I'm coming to get you" I say and he doesn't respond.

"Louis?" I call.

I then hear a door slam and the sound of Louis throwing up.