I'm Broken but I'm fine

Part 21

"It's just not fair" I say.

"We know sweetheart, we know" Harry tells me.

Eventually I calm down and I pull back from Zayn and sit up in the bed.

"We will get through this Lou, you are our number one priority okay. You will get through this" Zayn tells me.

His words make me feel so loved and give me a bit of hope, I have tears in my eyes and instead of responding with words I just lean in and hug Zayn tightly.

He chuckles and hugs me back with all his might. I don't understand how the boys will help me though, my parents have been dead set on me loosing contact with them. I pull back and look at Harry.

"Is mum here? And Anne?" I wonder, I assumed they wouldn't be letting Harry and the boys near me.

"Yeah, they are around, getting food I think, they have something to tell you" Harry says.
I tense up, I don't want to hear it. I don't want to go back with the them.

"It's okay, relax baby. It's nothing bad" Harry tells me.

"Have you all been in Doncaster for four days?" I ask them.

Andy chuckles at me.

"No bud, you are in London, we transported you here, you're in my wing" he says.

I relax knowing I'm back in London with the boys and Harry.

Just then my mums come into the room. Zayn and Harry move off the bed but stay by my side.

"Oh Louis" my mum says as she rushes over to me and engulfs me in a hug. Anne does the same.

"We are so so sorry honey" Anne tells me.

"We love you Louis, so much" mum says.

"I love you too" I say, melting into their arms.

I then start coughing again and they pull away concerned. I panic at the fact I can't catch my breath when I cough, it hurts and it's such a scary wheezy cough. Harry sits down on the bed and cups my face in his hands.

"Louis look at me" he tells me pointedly. His voice getting dominating, I respond instantly and look at him, fear in my eyes because I can't catch my breath.

"You need to relax, Andy is going to help you, you are okay" he tells me.

"I can't breathe Harry" I say between coughs.

"It's just your lungs, trying to get rid of the fluid Lou" Andy tells me.

"Am I going to die, like before...it feels the same I'm going to die" I panic.

"We didn't let you die before, we aren't going to let you die now sweetheart...never. Just listen to us and trust us" Harry tells me.

I nod frantically at them as Andy gets oxygen tubes organised and puts them in my nose, it's better than the mask and I start to breathe easier again. Harry leans over and crawls into bed next to me. He wraps me up in his arms and I lay against his chest fisting his shirt as I begin to breathe again.

"That's it Lou" Andy tells me.

"See, we won't let anything happen to you angel" Harry says stroking my hair.

As I calm down I look towards my parents and they are watching Harry and I closely.

"Are you taking me away again?" I ask them both.

Harry, Zayn and Andy all look towards my mums.

"Listen honey, your mother and I have agreed that it's best for you.... if you stay with Harry and the boys" Anne says.