I'm Broken but I'm fine

Part 19

"Don't do this Louis, don't you dare" Zayn yells.

"1,2,3,4,5 Breathe" Andy says.

"Louis please" Andy says brokenly.

I reach down again and breathe into Louis but again we get nothing.

"Call it" a medic from behind the group yells.

"NO!!!" Zayn, Liam, Niall, and I yell desperately.

"Like fuck I'll call it, get her the fuck out of here" Andy yells back, never letting up on his chest compressions.

"Louis, baby. I need you, please don't do this. Come back to us Lou" I tell him one last time.

"1,2,3,4,5 Breathe" Andy says brokenly.

I reach down and again fit my mouth with Louis and breathe out.

We get no response from Louis and I'm about to break.

Andy pulls away and then gives Louis one last good whack on his chest, right in his sternum, the pressure causes Louis to suck in a huge breath, he coughs and leans to the side and vomits.

Thank god.

The group starts cheering and we all breathe a sigh of relief. Andy rubs Louis back to help him.

"Good boy Lou, get it out" he tells him as Louis is vomiting up water.

When he is done, I reach for him and bring him onto my lap so he is straddling me, he is limp in my arms but breathing.

"Fuck Louis, I love you...fuck. I can't loose you baby" I whisper to him.

He stirs and groans into my chest, he is shaking and his teeth chattering he is so cold.

"We need blankets and oxygen Kate" Andy yells to another medic.

We see a paramedic running towards us. Louis and I are then engulfed in thermo blankets. And beanies. I forgot I was even wet, I'm feeling cold now I can't imagine how Louis is feeling. Kate passes Andy an oxygen mask. And he goes to put it on Louis, when he realises Louis eyes are closed.

"Louis, I need you to keep your eyes open" Andy tells him.

Louis doesn't respond.

"Louis, baby, wake up. Don't do this Lou" I shake him.

His eyes flutter open and I grab his cheeks.

"Hey their little one, just stay awake for us baby" I tell him.

He looks at me, he doesn't say anything and just falls against my chest to try and keep warm. Andy puts the mask on him and I stand up and we start the walk back towards the cabin where everyone is waiting.

"Why isn't he talking Andy" I ask, Louis is practically a dead weight in my arms.

"He is in shock H, he is okay. I promise" Andy tells me.

I nod and whisper sweet nothings in his ear.

"You're okay baby"

"You're safe now"

"I love you so so much"

"You did such a good job Louis, I'm so proud of you"

He grips my shirt tighter in response. When we pass the bridge and where Noah was shot, we see our guys putting Noah into a body bag, Louis sees this and completely looses it. He struggles in my grip and he breaks free. He rips the oxygen mask off and the blanket and is running towards Noah.

"Noah!!" He yells and the heartache in his voice makes us all stop in our tracks.

"Louis" I yell after him as I chase him.