I'm Broken but I'm fine

Part 16

I nod at him then my eyes widen when I realise what I did, I look at Harry worriedly, scared I'll be scolded for not using my words. Harry smirks and leans closer to my ear, instantly knowing what I froze for.

"Just in the bedroom sweetheart" he whispers so only I can hear. I relax a little, his words send tingles throughout my body though and a fire to my belly.

He kisses my temple and I relax into him. He puts his arms around me and draws me to him.

"My turn for snuggles now" he says and I giggle.

We settle down but are interrupted by Harrys phone ringing. He reaches into his pocket and digs it out. He frowns and answers.

"Hi mum" he says.

I watch as Harry's face scrunches up and he frowns.

"How did you know?" He asks. I hope he isn't talking about what happened today.

"You can't be serious mum" he says angrily.

He then leaves the room to finish the conversation, Niall comes back in the room and sits next to me. We can hear Harry yelling from the other room.

"No I'm not doing that to him mum" Harry yells.

This is bad and my breathing picks up.

"He is safe here!!" Harry is angry now.

I go to move off the couch and go to Harry but Niall and Zayn stop me.

"Just wait babes" Zayn says grabbing my wrist.

"Let Harry talk it out" Niall reassure me.

"I....I don't like it when he yells" I say timidly.

"It's okay, Harry isn't mad at you, bud" Liam says.

The doorbell rings and Niall goes over to pay for the pizza and he brings the four pizzas back to the coffee table and sets them down. The smell makes my stomach grumble, the boys try to take my mind off Harry and whatever he is talking about by making me eat pizza. Zayn eats with me at my pace which is slow but he doesn't seem to mind. I finish two pieces and I don't want any more.

"I'm done....please I'm done" I tell them.

"That was a good effort Lou!" Niall says ruffling my hair.

"Yeah well done kiddo" Liam says.

I smile back at them and Zayn is beaming at me. Soon enough Harry comes back into the room looking angry as hell. He sits down on the couch and reaches for his pizza. He doesn't sit next to me and he doesn't acknowledge me, instead he broods in silence and the boys are wise enough to leave him alone. I get sick of the silence and I decide to go have a shower and hop into bed, hopefully having a nightmare free sleep.

"I'm.....I'm going to go to bed" I say shakily and I stand up.

"Did you eat?" Harry asks, his voice a little cold.

"Yeah two pieces" I say proudly.

I see a small smile make its way on to Harry's lips.

"Well done" he tells me, only catching my eye for a brief moment before looking away.

"Um....thanks?" I say as more of a question but I don't want an answer, I can see Harry is upset.

"I'll just leave you alone, I......I can sleep in the other.....in the other room if you want" I say quietly not wanting to anger Harry even more.

"No!" He shouts and I jump.

"Sorry, no please don't.... I need you tonight" he says and rubs his hands over his face.