I'm Broken but I'm fine

Part 15

"Let me help you forget Lou, let me make you feel good, let me look after you" I pull back to say.

His blue eyes look back at mine and into my soul, he nods his head.

"Make me forget Harry.....please" he whispers.

I lean in and slowly kiss him, when I use my tongue to ask for entrance to his mouth,he grants it and I lick into him. His taste is intoxicating and I find myself getting worked up, I can feel myself hardening. I push Louis down onto the bed and he goes without fuss. I stand up and take my shirt off and then my jeans getting more comfortable . I see Louis eyes roaming my body and I smirk, knowing I have him right where I want him and he is slowly giving me control. I lean in and kiss him harshly. He whimpers and I keep going biting his lip and pulling back. I can feel Louis is hard and I want to touch him so badly. But this isn't about me right now, it's about Louis and I have to be patient.

"Do you trust me Louis?" I ask him seriously.

The look on his face is pure innocence and I can see the love in his eyes. I love this boy so god dam much it hurts. It pains me so badly to watch him hurt and suffer, I need to fix it.

"Yes" he whispers, voice raspy and lust filled.

"Good boy" I praise and he preens and the complement. I love it when he gives his whole self to me, for me to take care of.

"I'm going to make you feel so good Louis, if it gets too much though I want you to have a code word and if you say it, I will stop immediately" I tell him seriously.

He nods.

"Words louis" I tell him firmly.

"Okay" he says.

"Code word is blue" I tell him. "Say it and I'll stop" i finish.

He nods again and I reach down and turn his body slightly so I can smack is ass cheek hard.

"Aghh" he hisses.

"Words"

"Yes, blue. if is say it you stop" he pants out.

I smirk

"Good boy, so good for me Lou" I tell him.

I then get up off the bed and he whimpers at the loss of contact, I don't show it but I feel cold without his body wrapped up in mine and I'm quick when I get to the closet for my supplies. I come out with handcuffs, lube and a condom. Louis eyes go wide. I get back on the bed and put the supplies near Louis head on the right.

"It's okay, I won't ever hurt you" I reassure him.

I grab one of his wrists and put the handcuff around it, I then link it through the bed posts and finish by trapping his other wrist. Louis is now dependant on me, he trusts me and I am responsible for keeping him safe and making him feel loved and on fire at the same time. His breathing picks up and he looks at me worriedly.

"Code word Louis, I will uncuff you if it gets to much" I tell him.

He nods and this time I let it slide. I begin to kiss him again and Louis relaxes more, the kisses become sloppy and I bring my hands up to run all over his amazing body. I bring my mouth to his neck and bite and kiss and leave as many marks as I can. Louis is coming undone beneath me,I need and want him so badly. I make my way slowly down to his left nipple, as soon as I take it in my mouth his back arches off the bed and he hisses.

"Mmmmmm, so sensitive baby" I tell him and he whimpers.

I then move to the other nipple and flick my tongue over it and suck it in my mouth. The noises Louis make are already driving me insane.