I'm Broken but I'm fine

Part 14

"Baby?" He says as he try's to comfort me back to sleep.

I'm breathing heavier and heavier and can't seem to relax.

"Louis, just calm down, Harry and I are here, we will get you some more medicine to make the pain go away, just try to steady your breathing babes" Zayn tells me gently.

I'm rolled onto my back and Harry is carding his hands through my hair.

"What do we do Z" Harry's is panicking.

"Is Andy still here?" He asks.

"Yeah" Harry says.

Zayn takes his phone out and sends a message to Andy.

"Okay babes, Andy is coming up just relax" Zayn says.

"I can't it hurts, please make it stop please" I cry.

I can't stand the pain. I feel like my whole chest is caving in and I'm so bruised, my whole body aches

"I'm sorry baby, Andy is coming just relax shhhhhh" Harry tells me.

I find myself becoming delusional from the pain. I try to move to relieve it ,but when I do it creates more. Andy comes into the room quickly.

"Pain?" Andy asks.

"Bad pain" Zayn says worriedly.

"Lou? Out of one to ten, ten being the worst, what's your pain?" Andy asks.

"Ten" I scream.

"Shit, Andy do something" Harry panics.

"Okay sit him up, we need to find another position that he's more comfortable in" Andy tells the boys.

Harry and Zayn slowly, help me sit up and I'm gasping for air as they do. A few positions later and I'm leaning with my back against Harry's chest, Harry against the headboard.

"Okay Lou, here is some more pain relief, I'll get you something stronger tomorrow" Andy says as he helps me swallow some more pills.

I lean back against Harry and I fall asleep exhausted in his arms.

HARYS POV

Louis falls asleep again but I know it won't be for long.

"You okay to stay like that H?" Andy asks.

The position is not comfortable, but I will stay like this if it helps Louis.

"Yeah I'll be fine" I smile.

"I'll stay with you just in case he wakes again" Zayn tells me.

"Thanks mate, I appreciate it" I say.

"If he wakes again, just try and move him until he settles down, I don't have anything stronger to give him until tomorrow. I'll go out first thing" Andy says.

"Thanks Andz, sorry to wake you" I tell him seriously.

"Never apologise, I'm just sorry I can't help more" Andy says.

Andy turns the light out and we settle down again, Zayn helps me get as comfortable as possible without moving Louis

We have a terrible night sleep, Louis wakes every hour in pain gasping for air. We switch from me holding him to Zayn and back and fourth all night. By morning Louis is hysterical and we can't calm him at all.

"Just calm your breathing little one, you're making it worse" I say, holding him to my chest.

"Louis, Andy has gone to get you something for the pain, but you are going to make yourself sick buddy, can you try and relax for us babes" Zayn asks him.

"Are you guys okay in here?" Niall and Liam walk into the bedroom to ask.

"We can't calm him down, he is in so much pain but is borderline hysterical now" Zayn says.

"Lou buddy. I've brought you a heat pack for your ribs, would you like to see if that will help?" Liam asks.

Genius, Zayn and I never thought of that.

Louis nods his head and Liam places the heat pack on his left side where his broken ribs are.

"Just breathe Lou, I know it hurts but Andy will be back really soon okay" Niall tells him.

Eventually Louis calms down, he is exhausted and not all with it from the pain and lack of sleep.

"I need to pee" he chokes out.

We all look at each other fuck....that means moving him to the bathroom.

Slowly I carry Louis to the bathroom and place him in front of the toilet, this time I don't move I hold him up as he cries silently and pees.

My heart breaks for him, this is all my fault, I kiss his head and rub my hands up and down his arms.

"Harry" he breaths and I look down and there is blood in the toilet, Louis has just peed blood.

"It's okay baby, it's okay. Andy will know what to do, let's just get you back to bed okay, we need to get you settled, your body needs to rest" I say calming him down.

Inside I'm panicking shit, I hope peeing blood is okay.

I pick Louis back up after he has washed his hands and this time I pick him up like a child, his legs wrap around my waist and he buries his head in my neck. I thought this would have been uncomfortable for him but he seems to be calming down significantly. I bring him back into the room.

"Well that position seems to do the trick" Niall says.

"Just walk around like that for the next few weeks H" Liam smiles, trying to lighten the mood.

Andy then comes storming into the room, he goes to give Niall a kiss and a cuddle and then comes over to Louis and I.

"Hey Lou, how you holding up" Andy asks, Louis turns his head out of my neck to look at Andy.

"Hurts" he says weakly.

"This will help okay bud," Andy says. Louis nods and Andy swiftly jabs Louis in the arm with a needle, The effects are immediate and Louis falls asleep instantly. I lay him down on the bed propped up a little for his ribs and we all breathe a massive sigh of relief.

"Wholly fuck" Zayn says tiredly collapsing back onto the bed.

"That was one long night" I say.

"He should sleep for a few hours now, you guys get some rest okay" Andy tells Zayn and I.

We don't even protest and fall back on the mattress together and fall asleep.