I'm Broken but I'm fine

Part 12

"It's okay little one, I'm here" Harry tells me.

He reaches down and kisses my forearms, over my scars. His lips are warm and soothing and I relax.

"These are marks of bravery, and of how far you have come Lou. When you look at these I want you to remember how amazing you are and how you were so brave, you came through the other side Lou and you should be so so proud of yourself" Harry tells me.

His words mean so much to me, it will take a long time to fully believe them though, I'm trying my hardest though.

"I'm trying Haz, I am.... I promise" I whisper.

"And you are doing an amazing job Louis" he tells me.

I smile up at him and he looks back at me with so much proudness in his eyes. He leans down and gently kisses my lips. He goes to pull away but I pull him back and he chuckles into the kiss.

"Missed me huh?" He smirks at me.

I blush and nod my head at him. Harry smiles and brings me in for another heated kiss. He feels warm and cosy and his smell is so enticing, I reach for his shirt and grip it as I hungrily kiss him. I feel like no matter how many times I kiss Harry it would never be enough.

"Lou" his husky voice wines.

Before I can respond I'm being pushed into the bathroom wall, Harry's hands are like fire and are all over me. I respond with the same need for him, I want to feel every single inch of Harry and his muscles. I then get brave and fall to my knees in front of Harry. I make quick work of his pants and boxers and when I see his hard length spring free of its restraints I nearly come in my pants. Harry is huge and pink and beautiful and I want to devour him inside my mouth. So I do. I take Harry down like a champ and the moans that escape his throat keep me going. It's messy and there is spit everywhere but Harry is moaning so loudly and coming apart above me.

"God....Louis, I'm not going to last I'm going to come" Harry pants.

I don't pull off though, instead I suck harder and Harry comes hotly down my throat. I swallow his entire load. He tastes so sweet and I loved every second of it. I tuck Harry back in his pants and let him regain his breath. When I stand up to meet his eyes he looks royally fucked.

"Louis, that was amazing. Your mouth is incredible" he tells me pulling me in for a kiss.

"It shouldn't turn me on, tasting myself on your lips but it does..it's so hot" he tells me.

I smile innocently at him before he pins me against the wall again and starts attacking my mouth and neck. I'm already hard from when I sucked Harry off. He makes quick work of my pants and goes back to kissing me. He then puts his fingers to my mouth.

"Suck" he says sexily and I do as I'm told.

He then slowly brings his hands down to my entrance and pushes in the tiniest bit and I gasp. Harry is looking me straight in the eyes and never looses contact with me. He slowly slides one finger in.

"Fuck baby, you are so tight" he groans.

It's a little painful as it's the first time anything has been down there, I whimper a little.

"It's okay, I've got you. Just relax baby" Harry tells me.

I relax instantly and Harry kisses me senseless. He then pushes another finger inside me and when the initial pain passes it starts to feel good. I gasp and my breathing picks up, it feels so good. I look Harry straight in the eyes, my mouth hangs open a little letting my small gasps of air escape.

"You are so beautiful Lou......so so gorgeous" he tells me.

"Ughhhh" I say.

"So gorgeous like this....all for me.....only I make you feel like this.....so good for me baby" he tells me, his voice husky and so sexy.