I'm Broken but I'm fine

Part 12

"No, it doesn't. Just relax and breathe okay. I'm here" he says.

"Harry wants to send me back home, he said he wouldn't leave me and he isn't here" I say wheezing.

"I know, he will be back really, really soon okay. He doesn't want to send you away I promise" Andy tells me.

"Just breathe and relax" Andy says and I start to calm down.

"Louis" I suddenly hear from the doorway,

Harry, thank good it's Harry.

"Haz" I say and the tears come then.

He runs towards me, dropping my bag in a chair and him and Andy swap places. He brings me into his comforting arms.

"Don't cry baby, I'm so sorry.... I'm here, I just went to get you some clothes I'm here now baby" he reassures me.

"They want to take me away from you, do you not want me anymore?" I ask scared of the answer,

"No, no, no Louis, no I'll talk to them, of course I want you with me baby" he tells me.

The tears are still coming as I try to calm down.

"Relax okay Lou, I've got you" Harry tells me. He hugs me close and rubs his hands over my back.

"You told them about.... the cutting?" I ask

"We had to Louis, we needed their consent for treatment" Andy says. He has taken a seat on my other side, rubbing my back too.

"Treatment?" I ask panicking again,

"Just for your infection, we needed to change the antibiotics, your temperature went up and you had a febrile convulsion, you are fine, but will need to stay for a week" Andy says,

I try to take it all in and nod at Andy. I snuggle further into Harry's arms.

"Please don't leave, me Harry. Don't let them take me yet. Please" I say as I close my eyes.

"Shhhhhh, it's okay. Just rest Lou, I won't leave" Harry tells me.

I close my eyes and I'm out again, my body is exhausted.

HARRYS POV

Once Louis is asleep Andy moves to the window and mum and Jay come back into the room. Louis is tucked by my side on the bed, his head resting on my chest and his hand gripping my shirt.

"Harry, we didn't realise how attached he has become to you" my mum says.

"He's not attached to me mum, we love each other,he was just scared I was going to leave him again" I tell her.

"Harry, I don't think it's heathy he is this reliant on you" Jay tells me.

"Are you serious?" I ask them gobsmacked.

Andy is standing by the window listening to our exchange.

"We think it's best he comes home now and not in two months when he is even more dependant on you" Jay says.

"He isn't dependant on me Jay. Did you even listen when I told you everything Louis has been through the last five years?" I ask trying to keep my frustrations at bay so as I don't wake Louis.

"That's why we want to take him back home, he will be going back to school in two months and we think he needs to get used to being without you, so he can cope when he goes back" Mum says.

"Okay let's get one thing straight. Louis's way of coping these last four years has been to harm himself. The boys and I have made more progress in two weeks with him than you both have over the last five years" I nearly yell.