I'm Broken but I'm fine

Untitled Part 11

Louis vomits again and this time there is blood in his vomit.

"That's it Lou, get it out" Andy tells him.

Louis then begins to rouse.

"Haz" He wheezes.

"Yeah baby, I'm here" I tell him as I rub his back.

"I don't feel well" he tells us.

"We know buddy, we are going to get you to a hospital okay just hang In there" Andy tells him.

"The ambulance is on their way" Liam comes in to say.

"I'm scared" Louis whispers.

"It's okay Lou, we won't let anything happen to you, Andy is here he knows what to do" I tell him gently.

"Haz, I don't want to go without you" Louis tells me.

I lift Louis up bridal style and Andy removes the sheets from the bed. I sit back down on the bed and rest against the headboard, I pull him into my arms and rest him between my legs his back against my chest, his head resting on my shoulder. I lean down and whisper into his ear.

"It's okay, I won't leave you baby" I tell him.

"Lou, can you drink some water for me?" Andy asks

Louis shakes his head no and he whimpers.

"I know you don't feel good bud but could you just try?" Andy asks.

Louis nods and Andy brings a glass of water to his lips, he takes a few small sips and lays back on my chest. As soon as the water hits his stomach though he pukes again. Andy has a bucket ready this time, like he was expecting it.

"He can't keep anything down" Andy says, more to himself.

Two ambulance officers come into the room then, one male and one female. They see Andy on the bed and recognise him immediately.

"Hey mate, haven't seen you in a while, what have we got here?" The male asks,

He has dark hair and brown eyes with a slight beard, he looks to be in his early 30's

"Hey Scott, Sammy" Andy greets the two.

"This is Louis, a very good friend of mine, he has an infection, we have bee treating it at home for the last few days but today its gotten worse, temp was 40.2 about 10 mins ago and he can't keep anything down" Andy tells the two.

The both nod and walk closer to Louis, Louis grips my hand tighter and I place my arm around his waist in comfort.

"It's okay I'm here" I tell him.

Scott then reaches his hand out to shake mine.

"Nice to meet you mate I'm Scott" he says kindly.

"Harry" I smile back.

"This is my partner Sammy" Scott says introducing Sammy, we nod at each other and smile.

"And this must be Louis hey?" Scott says.

Louis looks at Scott and he is so lethargic it's scary.

"Is it alright if Sammy and I take a look at you Louis?" He asks gently bending down so he can see Louis face.

Louis nods his head slightly.

"Good boy" I whisper into Louis ear.

Scott directs his attention to me.

"Are you two together?" He asks.

"Yeah" I nod at him.

"Okay great, so you will come to the hospital in the ambulance?" Scott asks as he takes Louis limp arm and sticks a device over his finger measuring his pulse.

"Yeah, thanks" I say to Scott.

He smiles at me and nods. Scott then takes a thermometer while Sammy puts a blood pressure monitor on Louis.

Louis fusses and tries to push Scott away with his hand when he is taking his temperature.

"It's okay buddy I know it's uncomfortable, I'm nearly done" Scott says as the thermometer beeps.

Louis is starting to get agitated and restless.

"41.2 , that a whole degree up in 15 minutes" he says to Andy.

Things start to get rushed then as Sammy and Andy set up the stretcher for Louis to go on. Andy comes over and takes out Louis drip.

"His blood pressure is low" Scott says to Sammy who writes it on the chart.

He then turns his attention back to Louis who is breathing heavily.

"Okay bud, time to get you to the hospital hey" Scott says and Louis shakes his head.

"It's okay Lou, I'm coming with you" I tell him reassuringly.

I begin to move and Louis stands up while I get up off the bed, it all happens in a split second and he looks at me and his eyes portray how scared he is as he falls, I catch him in my arms but he goes completely limp, like a rag doll and it's so scary.

"Louis" I say my panic evident.

There is medical jargon thrown around the room and Scott goes to take Louis out of my arms, I grip him tighter though I don't want him taken from me.

"I need you to let Louis go Harry, I need to help him mate" Scott says kindly to me.

I look at him and nod my head as I let Louis go and Scott carries him towards the stretcher.

They lay him down and out an oxygen mask on him and then Louis starts to convulse on the stretcher, his body won't stop, a few more things are said and then Scott and Sammy are out the door leading Louis to the ambulance.

I throw on a blue T-shirt and jeans and grab my shoes and run after the stretcher,

"H!!" Andy calls me.

I stop to turn around to face him.

"Listen, I need to go with Louis in the ambulance okay, let me talk to Scott and Sammy and the doctors on the other end. I'll get him in my clinic and they won't ask questions okay...let me go with him" he asks me.

As much as I want to be with Louis I know letting Andy go and sort everything out is the right thing to do. I nod at him.

"I'll look after him H, I promise" he tells me and I thank him.

I watch as they leave down the lift with Louis and I let a few tears exasperated as the doors shut. I don't even get to kiss him good bye.

Zayn, comes up behind me and taps me on the shoulder.

"Let's go H, let's get to the hospital" he says.

"He will be okay Harry" Liam tells me.

I can't talk I'm so worried, Niall puts his arms around my shoulder as we make our way to the car, I hope Louis is okay. I take out my phone to make a phone call, I'm dreading it but it needs to be done. It rings three times before someone answers.

"Harry?"

"Yeah mum....it's me"