Block. UNBLOCK. Block.
This is what I do
When it comes to you.
Your new name is 'Nelson', I call you that because
hiding your name
Makes this easier for me and
I'm attached. You're so beautiful looking
Even my body seems to want to be latched onto
You
First time we had sex? You took my virginity? There wasn't one. Yet
Little tiny things we did Led to my big feelings.
Too intense.
This whole thing is a mess.
You said you found her.
The right girl that wasn't me
You said it and no slut-shaming here, but how fast did she spread
her legs?
Your physical attraction to me
As per usual was slacking
Maybe that's what led to it all
Our final downfall
So I skipped time. Left out the unimportant bits. But here it is
Justification. That's what you wanted
Right? My heart still hurts
My tears each night take their flight
Made me ugly with the words you said. They were the bits of underlying disgust for me that were buried deeply in your head. I went back
Because you were a beautiful looking person. Then I left
His last straw
My Self-confidence now stands
Proud and Tall. Thinking about you
Every flinch of the day
How I let you go
And I never even wanted you to
Beg to stay
Was I in love? No. Yes. Sometimes
Did you love me? You're incapable of that. Did you love her? I know you do
Some justification to it.What you did was you hurt me
put evil into on my heart. Do I hate men? Do I still lust for sex?
This is it. The only thing I miss.
Your goal, became my goal. Then our goal. Didn't happen.
But my soul rages on the fact that
You would've fucked me. Hard and Slow. So breathlessly
But now someone needs
To want to do all of that
and be in love with everything about me.
YOU ARE READING
The Ones that Talk About Heartbreak and Love
PoetrySo this collection of poems were initially about heartbreak and love between two people in romantic sense. But after writing this for, I don't know how many years, I started to see that it was more than that. I start to see heartbreak in so many oth...
