august 31, 2017

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i finally decided i was ready to release my first EP. i had some songs from high school. and shit and some new shit. you can see how i've improved. but i want one freestyle on this EP.

while diego slept, i went to the office. plugged in my apple headphones with the mic, turned on the background music, and hit record...

look another day
i made it another day
and i'm on my knees beggin that evil stay out the way
with all my baggage on my body that's tryna cause delay
i moved through it, i don't stray
you know about what i display
but you don't know a life based off the way it's betrayed
i'm feelin broken but you don't know what i paid
i'm feeling heavy but you don't know what it weighs
i'm feeling empty but you don't know what i gave
yeah
but i just keep throwing up prayers
why the world is turning cold
i just keep throwing in layers
look or i just quit doin you favors
i'm steady taken for granted
you gon quit feeling my anger
look another try
i'll give it another try
while i'm in the sheets hoping i make it another night
with all the evil in my way, i'm movin with blurry sight
but i hustle speed of light
you see it, ain't how i write
but you don't know a heart based off the way it care
i'm put together but you don't know when i tear
i'm movin silent, but you don't know what i hear
i'm actin brave but you don't know what i fear

i ended the recording and saved it. i downloaded that onto EP drive. before i released my music, i figured i would make a video for instagram explaining my EP. i set my phone up and pressed record.

" thank you for the support. over this EP. you will be able to see my growth with writing, rapping,singing, etc. i started the first song on the EP " forever isn't a thing " when i was 15. the next song " ya pussy stank " & " who am i " was made when i was 16. " death will come " was made when i was 17. and i made " there isn't hope " last year. " $ingle ft. Omeretta " & " empty (freestyle) & " my wish is death " were made this year. i really hope you enjoy the EP. my soundcloud is skaí. it's also in my bio. love you all. thank you for the support "


after uploading that video to instagram, i uploaded " changing (EP) " to my soundcloud. i then went to bed.

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