I've been hoping

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Lauser; You made plans and I... I made problems, we were sleeping back to back

Y/n/n; Guess this thing wasn't built to last

Lauser; it was good on paper, picture perfect

Y/n/n; We chased the high too far, too fast, wanted the picket white fence

Lauser; but it painted black, I wished you had hurt me harder than I hurt you...

"And I wish you wouldn't wait for me but you always do"

Lauser; I've been hoping, somebody loves you in the ways I couldn't, somebody's taking care of all of the mess I've made, someone you don't have to change...

"I've been hoping"

Lauser; Someone will love you

"let me go..."

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Y/n/n; It's been some time, but this time ain't even, I can't leave it in the past, guess I'm holding on to what I never had

"We said it was good on paper, picture perfect, chased the high too far, too fast, wanted the picket white fence, but I painted it black"

Y/n/n; You say that you wished that I had hurt you, harder than you hurt me, and you wish that I wouldn't wait for you but I always do... you've been hoping, somebody loves me in the ways you couldn't, somebody's taking care of, all of the mess you've made, someone I don't have to change... You've been hoping, someone will love me, let you go

"Well someone does love me, I can let you go"

Lauser; I've been hoping...

"Now someone loves her in the ways I couldn't, they're taking care of all of the mess I've made, someone she don't have to change, I've been hoping, someone loves her, she let me go"

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FinahDinah; Come on Lauser let us see the thread

Lauser; no

PossibleMinion; Pleeeeeeeease

ManiBear; We'll get ally to ask, and you KNOW you can't say no to allysus, that would be like... saying no to god

Lauser; Fine! So annoying, HERE

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y/n/n; I heard you moved onto someone new, hope life is beautiful, you were the light for me to find my truth, I just wanted to say, thank you.

Lauser; Not gonna lie, I'm kinda surprised that you're thanking me, after everything I put you through, why? I am glad to hear from you though, life is pretty beautiful as you put it, doing a lot of soul searching, as for someone new, well news travels fast, what about you?

Y/n/n; Left to find my soul, when you told me I had to let you go, it sure wasn't pretty, when my heart got broke, was too young to feel that old, watching us both turn cold, yeah I know it wasn't pretty, when our hearts got broke. I hope someday, we can, sit down together, and laugh with each other, about those days... those days. All our troubles, hope we lay to rest, and maybe we could go back to those days, those days.

Lauser; Three years of ups and downs

Y/n/n; Nothing to show for it now, and it sure wasn't pretty when the fire burned out

Lauser; Calling you when I was drunk, reminding you of what I'd done, and I know it wasn't pretty, when you we're trying to move on, yeah

Y/n/n; I just hope someday, we can sit down together, and laugh with each other, to those days, those days

Lauser; Cigarettes in the ash tray, reminiscing on those past days, I thought you’d end up with my last name, but that changed... And I travel around the world, thinking where you living at now? I heard you moved to Oxford? Got an apartment and settled down, every once in a while I start texting, write a paragraph, but then I delete the message, think 'bout you like a past time, I could cry you a river, get you baptised or I wasn't ready to act right, used to always think I'd get you back, right, they say that things fall apart, yeah...

Y/n/n; We were gonna move to Brooklyn, you were gonna study Art, I realised that love is just a tool, to remind us who we are, and that we are not alone, when we're walking in the dark, let's hope someday, we'll be sat down together, and laughing with each other, about those days, those days

Lauser; All our troubles, we can lay to rest, and we will go back to those days, those days, then there will be no more wishing we could go back to those days, those days

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